Sometimes
I Feel like I’m going out of
My mind,
Boy the way you do me is a
damn crime,
But then you smile at me
and its all right,
With you there aint nothin' in between,
Every time that I walk out the door,
Tell myself I can't take it no more,
There’s a part of me won't let you go
Keep saying yes when my minds saying no,
Chorus:
Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.
Its so wrong, boy you leave me hangin' for so long,
You empty out my love until its all gone,
You change the words but still it's the same song,
I’m tired of the melody.
Change my number and throw out your clothes,
But my feelings for you, it still shows,
I keep building the walls round my heart,
But then I see you, and it all falls apart...
Chorus:
Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.
Why fight it, cant hide it
Truth is I think I like it,
Confusion, illusions
Still I don’t know which way to go….
Chorus: (x2)
Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues,
We got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues
Me and my heart we got issues
Don’t know whether I should hate you or miss you.
Saturday, December 05, 2009
Issues
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
SINGLE
All you single people out there
This is for you
I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me
Don't depend on a guy to validate me
I don't need to be anyone's baby
Is that so hard to understand?
No I don't need another half to make me whole
Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
I'm single
Right now
That's how I wanna be
I'm single
Right now
That's how I wanna be
Ah yeah uh huh that's right
Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good
I like who I am
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cause you say I should
Can't romance on demand
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood
Everything in it's right time everything in it's right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way it's my way
Eh I like it this way
Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't
'Till then I'm single
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
Saturday, November 07, 2009
Hello November!
Sunday, October 25, 2009
goodbye~
This is a post...
Friday, October 09, 2009
Saturday, October 03, 2009
3.10.2009
it is a torcher knowing its midautumn but can't play with lantern
city kids don't play with lanterns, even if I were to find kids to play with, they will show some kind of weird face, as if playing lantern is the weirdest things to do on earth
its ok. i will adapt to this for now
i SWEAR i ll have my own lantern and party on my own next yr
well yet another weekend.... craving for shopping but financially not allowed
..........................warehouse sales that crave me more!!!! p/s:thanks pakcik for ya msg,reminding me of the sales!!! i shall go check it out later
it is October,another month.... another 2 months and there comes 2010.... what's my resolution by then?
phewwww~
all in all, i am bored
p/s: my mind keep playing your words and your voice. i miss you. hope you do the same too.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
hair crisis
Thursday, September 10, 2009
i wish
Sunday, August 30, 2009
here you go...
Sunday, August 16, 2009
AUGUST
The first post for August yet it might be the last post for the month too. (Provided I get internet access,or else, you would not be able to see my updates)
AUGUST has been the most memorable and most exciting month
it has been exciting and challenging yet tiring walking along this path
anyway shin is looking forward to her bright future! =p
p/s: more updates of my photos soon. as soon as i get what i wished. =p
ta-da!
Saturday, August 01, 2009
new title, new chapter
the reason is prolly because i have been transforming from a student life to a working lady and being a corporate bimbo walking in the warstreet
perhaps, shin's world is not little and naive anymore
it has got to be more exciting, challenging, complicated and cruel now
which i hate the MOST
how i miss being a Uni girl, shopping during everybody's working hour, sleeping during everybody's working hour, skip class and go for shopping, skip class cause of overslept
man! hw great wan that?????
i guess i will never have that chance again.
unless i am lucky enoughy to be one's "tai tai"
Wish me luck people =p
Monday, July 20, 2009
test tube controversial
phewww~
just finished argued over a stupid issue with my aunty
wrong information + stupidity = Controversial
was looking around for test tube for my aunty..a stupid lady gave a test tube measurement to my mum= 4.2mm x 300mm
my aunt was surprised with 4.2mm diametre's test tube and ask me to see properly,but i insisted coz my mind was set with the measurement given as I myself already don't know how to convert mm to cm. (yea,I alwiz hate Math!!!! but m a B&F grad,wid suckest result. tat is the reason.fug!), and I have no idea how big is 4.2/42mm.
So, phewww~
I AM GOING TO FUGGING CHECK OUT EVERY DETAIL PEOPLE GIVE TO ME!!!!
we must be intelligent to argue with people!!!!!
fact! proof!!! baby proof!!!!
phew~
Monday, July 13, 2009
1st post for July.huh?
time flies and i have been unemployed for almost 2 months already. it is only 2 months huh? but it seems like 2yrs for me.man!
job hunting is still going on....i need more cash for holidays!!!!!!!!
anyways, as my previous post promised, i am gonna release the answer for the place...i picnic-ed...
the under construction Sepang Goldcoast~
Golden Palm Resort's structure~ cool rite?
look! there's a hut!!no, there are two huts!!!
So,there we were. The coming up Sepang Goldcoast~
Friday, June 19, 2009
an unarranged picnic
Second, we treasure the cooler place with cooler washrooms,
then,there we go,swallow our food!!!!
and there we were~ =)))
p/s: will blog again about the place. Meanwhile, you may guess where it is...No prize, but you will be awarded! =))
Thursday, June 18, 2009
"Eventhough you BELIEVE, there is still "LIES" in between"
I totally agree with this statement
and i can't deny i am currently stucked in between too!
how well can you actually believe in he/she?
when you are totally faithful to he/she, but does he/she worth for you to do so?
no matter how well you believe a person, there is still lies appeared in the between
it is just how faithful / sinful can you be
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
confession of a local uni gal
may i know how many of you people actually go around the world to announce that you finally pass all your results and finally graduate the next minute you knew that you can actly graduate????
i did not know remain humble is infact being "not sincere" the other way around
wtf?
for i am just a local graduate, i know how "great" my convo would be and the standard is obviously expected,compared to foreign Uni's convo,obviously it is nothing
so it is not me being unsincere for not ajaking you people to my convo
i just dowan to embarrass you people and myself for going to such "convo"
MMU systems are alwiz sucks
you guys will never know
of course i am glad if everyone is looking forward to attend my convo
but i hope you guys are prepared with the stupid systems and all
phewwwww~
so,everyone on earth, SHIN can finally graduate!!!! FINALLY!!!
Welcome to my Convo, 9th August 2009 (Sunday)!!!
Monday, June 15, 2009
life after exam Part 1
sorry for the sudden dissapearance
life has been great after final exams
first, clubbing and then woke up early morning of 31st May to rush to S'pore to attend cousin's ROM, then there goes Borneo~
I guess photos do better than words
This pwetty bride is my cousin ^^
He is my 1st "jie fu" ^^
~Sweeet couple~
Congratulations cousin!!!
It was a great experience attending own cousin sister's wedding~ hehe
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
today 27/05/2009,
yesterday 26/05/09 was my birthday
sad that i am another year older,
glad that i had nice dinner with great people and had nice chat
thanks COUSIN for the great dinner!
no grand celebration this year
MAIN reason being fugging finals that spoilt my birthday mood
ishhhh!
MMU just have to arrange finals every year during my birthday!
wtf?
anyway, birthday was just another ordinary day
this year is super duper ordinary
before i end, i would like to THANKS everyone that took the innitiative to wish me on my birthday =)
a small wish like that really does matter to me,very much indeed!
THANKS to Mr.Mavaero that texted me all the way from UK!!!!! (ok,i know it is only an sms,not a call,but still he took the innitiative to text me and wished me altho he is a super duper busy astronaut)
it was the GREATEST surprise for my birthday~ hehe~
that's all for now
and can someone stop me from all the temptations??? i seriously need to stop shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! =)))
Friday, May 22, 2009
Introducing......
the "Cellular Cream Platinum Rare"
samples
It is priced at a damn Rm4100+
let me repeat, it is RM4100+
more expensive than their gold serum. OMG!!!!
but the effect is addictive~
guys and gals, uncles uncles out there, go get one for ya loving+ aging mom/wives~
Siapa interested cari saye ;>
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
you are another year OLDER!!!
Today, is the day where a guy call "pakcik tak-tau-malu" was born
a guy which height issue has always been runsing-ing him =p
the guy that has been the most helpful + generous + nice when you are in trouble (ok lar,praise you abit lar,since its our final sem together already =p)
the guy that will alwiz share his answer in exam hall winks*
the guy that I have been busy bodying being his&his darling's lamp pose
the guy that I lepak the most
the guy that i caci the most and gonna miss it after finals~ =p
and this guy is...errr....Lee Kim Hock..haha!!!
Happy Birthday Ah Hock gor!!!
Another year older = Increase in wrinkles on your face = Time to consider Caviar Luxe Cream for your face =p
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Friday, May 15, 2009
my feelings , my thoughts are mixed up for this very moment
i am hungry...
but thinking back my fyp presentation this evening, my hunger dissapeared
why do they even need a presentation for a fugging idea-less research and fugging inaccurate research?
why is there even such a subject appear in people's hectic final year?
fug the person who suggested this subject! u did sins! making so many students' life difficult! fug!
phew~ lotsa cursings here. i am sorry for my rudeness but these people really need to be cursed with thier stupid ideas
restless! phew~
i wanna become a birdy!!! flying in the sky!!!!!
Thursday, May 07, 2009
I am the BRIGHTEST lamp pose~
being the brightest lamp pose is what i do best
singing in aircond room during this stupidly warm weather can have so much fun!
=))))))))
~the beloved couple~
~we all~
in conclusion, i hate my hair now!!!
what should i do with it??? i am bored with concave =///
p/s: Yee Seen, hope you don't mind me posting our fugly photos here. not many ppl would read my blog,no worries kie? =p
Monday, April 27, 2009
To my dearest darling,
thanks for spending your time with me to the most memorable prom
I know you are busy with work and your scouting activities,
but I know deeply, you are still doing your BEST to teman me to prom and spending your precious time with my bunch of monkey-ied frenz (you are forgiven for not bringing back your suit =p)
what i wanna tell is more than words can say
Thank you and Love you darling!
Saturday, April 18, 2009
on the way to success
having the feeling of being a lil succeed is really great...
the experience is addictive...
my mom is sooo great....
hope everything would go on smoothly...
and my dream will come true one day...
i am on the way to success! yey~
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Happy Birthday!!!
You are the one who understand me BEST, BESTTEST than anyone else on earth,
You are the one looking at me at different angle,forgive me, everytime when I did mistakes,
You are the one who taught me to be humble+confident+caring+generous+ego at times+dignity,
You are the one who light up the road for me to treasure,
You are the one I love the most in my entire life,(again!)
HAPPY BIRHTDAY, MAMA!!! Wish you GOOD HEALTH and GOOD LUCK!!!! I love you forever and ever!!! (of course I don't say that infront of her,otherwise,she would think that I am over-stressed coz of exam.) and I will clean up my room and the bathroom soon.... blerghh
and once again,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
p/s: Thank you da-yi and cousin sis for the precious dinner.
and not forgetting my darling that is celebrating her 22nd! finally 22nd! birthday too!
Happy Birthday Sherlin Babe~~~ Hope you have a GREAT one!!!
Monday, April 13, 2009
why people got to act selfishly?
hmmmmm..........
why people got to be so pissed all the time?
hmmmmmm.......
why human gotta have so many types of mood?
hmmmmm.....
can't there just be only one type of mood,which is happy?
hehehe
i am hungry....
good night people...
a smile is a curve that sets everything straight....
so SMILE people....
and be generous....
=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
hello people....out of the blue, and my passion towards bags, I have finally set up my own online selling blog.
It might not have as much choices as the other online selling blogs, but those baggies are uniquely picked by me and are my favourite too!
so folks, if you unluckily stumble upon my personal blog here, please show your support at
www.theinfinitewardrobe.blogspot.com
As we just started not so long, there are still limited choices. But I promise, there will be more stuffs coming up soon!!!
See you there!!!
=)
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
folks, remember to switch of your light for 1 hour, on 28th March 2009 (Saturday), from 8.30pm to 9.30pm...
just one hour only,its not that hard rite???
so folks, remeber to become one of the billions....
details on http://www.earthhour.org.za/
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
EMO
sighhhhhh....
i am superrrr tireddddd
marathon is really tiring
i have no idea how long more can i still survive with this marathon
why is calculative even occured in this marathon???
dear judges, cant marathon just be a single walking game???
i am exhausted, confused, lost, trapped, depressed, tired, and confused again
sighhhhhhh
can anyone talk to me now?????
i need someone to talk to yet there is no one
i need to pour all the water into a basin yet there is no pail
why is the water pipre even leaking again when i've tried to repair it???
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Came across this personality test:
Am I really???
Kind and Gentle
i didn't know i am that wonderful till i do this test.
peopleif u wanna see something good abt urself, try on personality test online, and see the real good about yourself,regardless how accurate it is.
woahahahahah!!!!!
Thursday, March 05, 2009
Monday, March 02, 2009
hey people, may i ask a question?
do you prefer to drive up to Cameron Highland or Genting Highland?
i am sure 99.999999999999% people would prefer to drive up to Genting than Cameron. rite????
and do you think Genting is "steeper" than Cameron???
is there such thing?
it sounds more like a joke of the century (regardless how good is my geographical knowledge), where people can be just so silly to tell me Genting is steeper than LONG & WINDING & STEEP Cameron!!!!
SILLYSILLYSILLYSILLYSILLYSILLYSILLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, March 01, 2009
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
it's not that hiding is the best way to escape,
its just a way to get rid of disagreement.
it's not that having lots of secret to oneself is the most enjoyable thing on earth,
its just a way to get rid of more misunderstandings and arguments.
it's not what people speak,is what people think,
hypocrite is everywhere on this cruel planet.
I am so de hungry! - this is REAL
Chiaoz!
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
untitled
i wanted to blog, but i hvae no idea what to blog about.
the weather is driving people crazy and i guess percentage of people getting skin cancer is increasing.
i wish there is such thing as "suncoat" instead of raincoat.
suncoat which fitted with air-conditioned in it. that sounds so kewl~
anywayz, that was just my imagination....
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Happy Belated V'day !!!!
a bouquet of flower, a great dinner, some alcohol, some great people, some great messages from someone special make a great V'day.
Happy Belated V'day!!!!
p/s: to both of you, I am glad to see what you both are today. a lil proud of success in me. God is fair somehow the world is unfair. may you your realtionship be blessed. cheers~
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
silly
since when am I gonna learn not to be silly again????
it was so embarrassing!!!!
think of it and I feel like hiding my face in a deep hole...
shyte!!!
what on earth happened to my brain?
GOSH!!!!
I hope he doesn't tell others as he was the one who saw
=/=/=/=/=/=/=/=/=/=/=/=/=/=/=/=/=/=/=/
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Life's like that
Life's like that.
When there is cheap stuff, people would be craving for it.
It is just like how we craved for 50% McD.
See! Both the guys the the picture (Lionel and mervyn), are so excited over the 50% burgers..... hahahahahaha!!!!
Sunday, February 08, 2009
Valentine's day
Is it Valentine’s or Valentines’ or Valentine day?
Anyway, I still think Valentine ’s Day is the correct one. LOL
Valentine’s promotion is ON again. So far, I could see most of the guys are planning and planning and planning on where to bring the girlfriend for dinner and what to buy for their sweetheart. Yea, I mixed most with guys than girls. Go ahead and tell how desperate I am. I don’t fucking care.
My Valentine’s day is still beyond my planning…
Wondering how would it be? Am I gonna receive something sweet? Something lame? Something….nothing at all!!!
I am dreaming and I love dreaming. I know!
Anyway, recession is haunting us. as for my opinion, we should save as much as we could for valentine’s pressie. Haha!!! Lame lame…I am a lamer…
the best is you can cook for your girl/boyfriend and have the most romantic candle light dinner. That would be the most expensive way of celebrating Valentine’s day.
Anyways,
Happy Valentine’s day in ADVANCE!!!
Thursday, February 05, 2009
Terrible Melaka's Sushi King
After 2 hours surviving in strategic management class, I can't stand craving for Sushi!!!
Thus, I went for "typical Malaysian sushi"- Sushi King for lunch. Sedih to say, its hard to get awesome Japanese food in Melaka. =/
Lionel merajuk never go for class, Mervyn not taking that subject, and that's why I went for lunchy alone today. Isshhh!!!
For centuries, I haven had lunch outside ALONE!!! GOSH!
So, as I walked into Sushi King, I felt awkward and retarded. Its alrite! When I see Sushi, I forget about everything and anything on earth.
So, I had a sucky Bento and some sushi alone. ehek!
I swallowed whatever being served and I found out something as I was enjoying my food....It cuts off my appetite though. There was this allocated near the sushi belt...
Check it out! It is ANTIMOS!!!! Some chemical to get rid of cockroaches on the dining table!!!!!Can you ever imagine that??? Do they know how unhealthy it is towards our body??? What the fuck ryte???
I would not be there ever again!!!!
To the management of Sushi King in Jaya Jusco Melaka! You better do something!!!!
Anyhow, the lunchy was filling enough to keep me full.
I hate my bitchy braces yet again! It is so bitchy that I can't eat fried "nian gao"! Fuck! It was so fucking tempting that I peeled a small pieces of it to just swallow. ah! SATISFACTION!!!!
I am still craving for it! "nian gao"!!!
Gardening
It was raining and I could not get my gardening job done.
No pictures being proved here. LOL
I don't know why, I hardly take pictures recently...
Probably because of my braces...
hmmppp.......
Gardening is FUN!!!
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
Confession of a braces girl
Ever since I got my braces, I can't talk and laugh as loud as I used to do it (Silly thing!).
At times, I do forget about the existence of my braces and I tend to laugh and speak out loud which cause my saliva splashing out from my mouth and it is fucking disgusting.
I am sorry and really sorry if it happened in front of you. I am really embarrassed by that. I fucking hate it!
So, to avoid my saliva from splashing or pouring all over, I am trying not to laugh out loud or give a big laugh and not to speak so loud as I used to be. Hope you guys won't quote me as "poser" for not laughing and speaking out loud as I used to be.
And if you happen to tell me jokes and some issues that we really need to bitch about, and there is no over-exaggerated expression from me, please don't blame me as I know it is kinda potong stim.
What to do?
Fuck you braces!
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Being tagged by Sherlin~
This is how you do it:
Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post.
1. If you could spend one Ringgit in 5 minutes, what would you spend on?
~ I'll spend on drinks.
2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
~Sleeping.
3. What kind of news do you read?
~whatever news that impressed me.
4. What would u do if u were to die tomorrow?
~ Eat as much as I could and spend on branded stuff as much as I could.
5. Is there someone in your heart right now?
~Yes.
6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
~Nope!
7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
~Family and money.
8. What do you feel like doing right now?
~Shopping.
9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
~Nope.
10. List 5 things that u like in a guy/girl.
~Down to earth, Gentleman, Matured, Thoughful, Hardworking.
11. What are the requirements that you not wish from your other half?
~Opposite of answer No.10
12. What do you think is your purpose in life?
~Appreciate
13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?
~NOPE
14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
~Pastas
15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
~Rich. I ll be happy when I am rich =p
16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
~To- not-cry-easily
17. What is your bed sheet's color?
~PINK+GREY+WHITE+YELLOW
18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why?
~None
19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
~being over-understanding?
20. State your ideal wish?
~ Being rich and famous.
Tagged:
Sherlin
Marianne
Hok
Chiow Hoon
Jo
Maverick
June
YOU! =p (to whoever that is reading my blog. tankqiu!)
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
You are another year OLDER!!!!!!
Sneak peak about him:
The picture is not clear as I steal it from Facebook.
He is my dearest cousin brother aka my elder bro.
He is still SINGLE & AVAILABLE.
He is currently living and working his ass off in The States.
He may not be good looking to you, but he can be super nice to his loved ones! Muahahaha!!!
Anyways, Hope you have a great one gorgor!!!!
Missing you heaps!!!!
XOXO
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Random
I have never been this good to keep this to myself for these long.
I guess there is a super power within myself that keep me shut up for these loong....
I have no idea is it a good one or a bad one.
I could barely imagine what is gonna happen after half a year.
Hope they are happy always.