The world is so grey out there.

I couldn't see where I am.

As if it is the last day on earth for me.

How I wish it could be true!

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Isn't it supposed to be "forgive and forget"?

Isn't it supposed to be understanding each others' need?

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What do you do when you are upset?

or,

How do you overcome your upset-ness?

Can anyone please tell me?

I am suffocating, suffocated by EGO, STURBONNESS!

Is sleeping the right way to overcome all these? - As I always sleep to escape from reality.

Is that the right way? Is that?!

I am going to sleep now, just to comfort myself.

The feeling is so shitty!!!

Arrgghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friends have been complaining that I blog emotionally,
and I have to admit that.
Well, I have insufficient reason for that, but...just...
just feel like blogging when I am down.
This might be me, lossing trust to this "artificially" world, nobody tends to listen to your problems from the bottom of their heart.
AND it might be me, that is psycho and emo enough to always blog emotionally.
Somehow, when you speaking out your problem, it might be dramatic to them. So....
Let's communicate with blogspot.
It helps to reduce stress though.
wakakakakakaka
=p

I don't know what am I crapping about...shyte!!!

What else is gonna die after my printer got cacat-ed?
First, my handphone is out of order, can't switch it on, send to handphone shop and need to be repaired, and the repair fee is about RM100+. mahai!
So I decided to keep it and use mom's antique phone.
My desktop is emo. Sometimes working properly, sometimes not. Sometimes can't even switch it on.
My pendrive is being too friendly and got virus, spreading to my desktop, currently, my desktop is full with virus. Thank god that it is still working!
Apparently, my printer's roller is not fuctioning properly. The roller merajuk and refuse to load paper. I got printing difficulties now.
What a disaster! wtf?

Life can be really miserable huh?
Human feelings and thinking can be as miserable as nowadays life huh?
People can even faking friendship huh?
He knew about his bad habit (real bad indeed) and he still can treat him as his friend huh?
He always do the same bad habit, and he can still faking it huh? He can still pretend there is nothing happen huh?
They both can still stick with each other everyday huh?
Is he the one psycho or is he the one nice enough to forgive his mistakes?
If he is nice enough to forgive his mistakes, why is he still complaining?
Is this how he defines friendship?
Is every human thinking that way?
Is this what we call faking friendship? A faker?
Can I trust him?
Does he do backstabbing?
Well... Well... Well...
LIFE!

I have been thinking stuff that I am not supposed to think.
and yea, above sounds crappy,but they are what I was thinking during my class today.

=.="

Greetings

Well, how important is greeting to you?
like... saying "Hi!" to people whenever you bump into someone in the street or whenever you tax a msg to your friend?
This issue has been appearing in my mind lately, and I wonder how rude some people can be when they bump into you or tax you a msg or even an MSN msg, without even bother to greet you. You would get just so annoyed by those un-geetings msgs ok??
Is that hard to even say or type a fucking "Hi! How are you?" or just "Hi!" It does not take you to hell to do it k?
I would not categorized myself as one of your "friendly/generous/nice" friend,but....hey! I do greet everyone,even a small kids whenever I go ok?
Somehow, I always have this saying- " greeting is the manner that sets everything straight!"
So people, please learn your manner and learn to greet!!!

It was my second dental appointment to take off my second tooth.
It was an awful one.
My appointment was at 9am, and my Dr. Handsome was not in yet.
So there ccame this Dr. Farah, who looks nervous than me to take off my tooth. wtf?
How can a doctor be more nervous than the patient?
I didn't want to explain the painful and hurtful and heart broken process.
All and all, I HATE extracting tooth!!!!