Showing posts with label feeling. Show all posts
Showing posts with label feeling. Show all posts

Saturday, December 11, 2010

how time flies...

Our daily busy errants get us involved and flooded till we don't even realize that we are actually aging...from day to day...

The moment I got to know my lil cousin got period, I was not shocked, but sad. Cause I am old and its time for this lil gal to face the cruel world, its time to learn the way to protect herself. She is always a lil gal to me and my lil sister whom I love, because I do not have a lil sister. I wish I really have a sister, at least someone whom I can chat with when I am down, as well as when I am in joy. No doubt a younger brother is not bad, but guy will never understand how a gal feels.

She is the lil gal I took care the day when she was born, singing lullabye to put her to sleep, telling story and reading story book to her, singing rythme to entertain her, is actually a grown up now.

Looking back at her, reminds me how was the first time I got period too. It was when I was in standard 6 that I got my period first. I still remember what mom told me..." You are a big girl now, must behave and know what to do. Must help up with housework (never fail to remind me to do housework.faint*). Don't behave 38 so much, will let ppl laugh at you. Must be matured already. Don't always fight with brother already" that's my mom....never fail to worry about me, till now. I guess everyone's mom does.

Lucky thing that my aunty get maid to clean up the house today and that I can be quite resting and relax during this cloudy Saturday...

My darling still continuing treasuring China and I guess he is really enjoying himself and I am glad that he did. and just so you know darling...I miss you very badly..I don't know if you do the same, but I do.... Can't wait to see you