Exams Blue

Sigh... The time is flowing and I'm suffocating my life here...Finals can really kill me man!! My first paper will be on next Tuesday. I wish I could turn back the time, so that I will have enuff time to prepare, even I have had 1week study break, but I was wasting time more than studying during the break. ~Regretto~ After all the regret thought, right behind the corner of my heart, I'm telling myself, you must survive till the end.never give up! GOOD LUCK to myself~ [insane. lolz~]

That's all for this time. Just a random thought of mine about my preparation for finals.hehe~ Catch up soon.Take care folks~

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wassup ppl??

Hello..hw r u ppl? hmm, life's been great to me, besides those assignments and presentations(which i have done badly). Yeah, and also the finals that are coming in less than 2weeks. I'm still acting kewl towards it.(just to realease myself a bit lah k?) Nothing really happened these few days... but i have been eating like a hungry ghost almost everyday. Me and my cousin, Chiow Hoon, are going around the world, searching for food, eventough we are "sort of" in our diet plan.keke. but nvm lah..we eat first, diet later.^^
Besides that, we had made our own unique sushi, where no one else in this world could get to make such a sushi.muahaha!!! Below is the recipe to make our own sushi:

Ingredients:

• Prepare the ingredients as usual (u can get the right ingredients from Sushi recipe book)
• MAIN POINT FOR UNIQUE SUSHI: Cook the rice where u can get the effect, once you bite the rice, your teeth will get croocked =p [ i guess you ppl will not be able to get such a sushi with such rice in the market even you are willing to pay]keke!!!

Alritez, enuff for my sushi craps. It's bored and its too much .I know. But, hmm.. just wanna share my experince here lah..hehe.

Besides doing all the boring stuff, we had been shopping like a mad girl too!(rather my cousin), as she's working now, she can spend money as she likes. And she will make sure herself to get something else while shopping.The worst of "something else" she will get is also cosmetic from Estee Lauder.[Admire] While for me, hmm... because of my limited allowance, I will make sure myself to get at least[or the worst] a cold drink after shopping lor...what to do?sobsob** [Can anyone donate to me?? HELP!!!]

NOTICE:There's a pity girl, needs sponsored from the public in order for her to go shopping!!!!muahahaha!!!

Hmm, after keeping my hair for 4 months, I finally cut my hair. I met a better haidresser this time, and I'm satisfied with my haircut, eventhough, I'm still not looking pretty. =p And yeah, Alice and the bf( Ah Nong) were standing next to me, teman me until I finished with my hairwash and haircut!! hehe.Thanks you guys... Appreciate that moment. ^^ They are a cute couple!!! hehe. Alrite, after settled with the bills, we walked to get our car, and ........ Yipee!!! I got selected by the MBMB for compounding me RM30-without parking coupon!!! clapz**clapz**
Because it was a Saturday, so, I couldn't get to pay the bills immediately, and have to wait till next Monday. I heard some rumours saying if we pay on the spot, we will only have to pay RM20.But there was a miracle!!! When I walked to the MBMB counter on Monday, and when i was ready to get 30bucks out from my wallet, the staff told only me RM20 needed..WOW!!! [my heart cheer silently] It was such a lucky day huh?? hmm, I was wondering is it that i was wearing my lucky color of the week: Indigo, and that's why I'm superb lucky??hehe.

Ok, back to the haircut. I managed to learn on how to set up my hair easily by myself. thanks to the nice guys.hehe.hmm...after haircut, we rushed back to campus for our PTPTN agreement signing.YEAH!!! I managed to get PTPTN loan.keke.The agreement signing took us about 4hrs and make us starve til' we almost couldnt get our last breath!!^^ After that session, we went for steamboat which recommended by alice. Frankly speaking, I don't really like that restaurant, as it is not hygiene. Somehow, I was still swallowing the food, cause I was tooo hungry. That's a bit about last Sat. I dunno hw is it gonna be for the coming Sat as I'm gonna have another presentation. sigh... Life's gonna be exhausting again...Coming Friday I'm having Maths quiz. Wish me good luck!!hehe.

Anyway, till then ppl. Catch up with u guys soon!! Might be after my finals.keke.
TAKE CARE!!!

p/s: Below are pics of mine. my new hairstlye with my ugly dirty face. ^^

The UNlucky me

It has been around 1week since I last updated my blog. And life has been bad... Everything seems so unfair… is life really unfair? Or is it some revenge towards me, as I did something wrong in the pass? Arghh…..its just so exhausting. Everything seems so bad happened towards me. Why is it so unfair? sigh….

I have lost another uncle out of sudden and for no reason. It’s such a mistery…such a confusion… Even the so called Heart Specialist from Mahkota Medical Centre didn’t know what happened. Such an irresponsible doctor and such a dumbass!!! How I wish my uncle could be awake at this time and tell us what is going on…. How I wish he could be alive…. How I wish… But I know that’s impossible, and everyone’s life still has to goes on. After been through all these incident, I’ve learn to appreciate, to take care of people surrounding me( especially my family & BFF)… sending regards every now and then. Cause we will never know how long more we are gonna be alive… how long more can we still spending our time together…we might leave this world tomorrow. who knows right? But for those who only know making used of people (and you know who you are), I guess, its time for you to be awake now. And yeah, if you were to be my GODsis or GODbrother, please think twice before you promise me to do so. Don’t just make used of the “GOD” word… and only come to me when you are in trouble, but forget about me when you are enjoying your life. Please bear in mind that GOD is not for you to misused. God is always fair! (Thank god I have a godsis, Jenn, who’s always there for me and always got mad because of me. Sorry Jenn…)

Hmm… the feeling of trauma keep me thinking about some shitty stuff again…again and again…I don’t know why :( How I wish I could get some pills which can washed of all my memories and begin a new life... I wish I could turn back the time… being a naïve kid, live a happy life, live in the world of Snow White and Cinderella story where the good person will be rewarded and those bad fellows will get back their revenge, and the story is always with happy ending. That’s what should be happened in our life… but that’s what impossible will happen. :( sigh…….

Mourning

The feeling of trauma...
The thought of getting back someone knowing that he's not gonna be alive anymore...
The mourning...

Everything seems to be dark...

Eveything seems to be unfair...

Everything seems to be fantacised...

In fact, that's the truth... That's what we have to been through in our life...[the unfair life]

We are gonna miss you...
We are gonna miss your jokes, the way you make the family members laugh...
We are gonna remember what you have taught us, your advices...
We are gonna miss those days where the whole family swimming in the pool of Malacca Club with laughter together with you...
We are gonna miss the day we had our dinner together with laughter...
We are gonna miss you, qiu (uncle in Hakka dialect)

May you rest in Peace.