At first I was afraid
I was petrified
I kept thinking
I could never live without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights
Just thinking how you'd done me wrong
And I grew strong
I learned how to get along
So now you're back
From outer space
I just walked in to find you here
Without the look upon your face
I should have changed my fucking lock
I would have made you leave your key
If I'd have known for just one second
You'd be back to bother me
Oh now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around now
You're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire
Did you think I'd crumble
Did you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
As long as I know how to love I know I'll be alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
I will survive
I will survive
Yeah, yeah
It took all the strength I had
Just not to fall apart
I'm trying hard to mend the pieces
Of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights
Just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
But now I hold my head up high
And you see me
With somebody new
I'm not that stupid little person still in love with you
And so you thought you'd just drop by
And you expect me to be free
But now I'm saving all my loving
For someone who's loving me
Oh now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around now
You're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire
Did you think I'd crumble
Did you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
As long as I know how to love I know I'll be alive
I've got all my live to live
I've got all my love to give
I will survive
I will survive
Yeah, yeah
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Monday, October 16, 2006
Random Post
Congratulations Low Shoei Shin, you are 55% not Malaysian.
That means you're as Malaysian as...
Guy Sebastian !
My oh my!!!
I had a bad day!! Sigh......
I am walking like a tortoise now, running like a mad girl, infact, I can not run at all! I can not continue with my aerobic dance, I can't sleep properly, on top of that, I can't drive as usual!!!! Man!!!
The reason behind all these CAN'Ts are all because I have a crocked foot. I hurt my foot, and its swell, blueblack, and it's numb now. I'm trying to heal it with the Zambuk cream. I do not want to go for doctor or any treatments!!! That's painful, and it hurts!!! My mom is asking me to go for some chinese traditional massages... oh man!!!! Please don't!!! I HATE that!!!! I hate all the medicine's smell, all the disguisting colors of the medicine, all the stupid stuff!!!!
Hopefully Zambuk cream can really help me... I need your help Zambuk!!!! PLEASE help me!!!!
Things happen when I was at my aunty's old condo, so called guarding the workers to shift the furnitures. I was trying to help the workers to save a machine's wire which is almost being stucked at the lift's door. I was trying to pull the plug of the machine out of the lift, as the door of the lift was closing. I knew the whole machine will be pulled by the lift as the lift is moving up and down, and the machine will spoil perhaps, if we never try to pull the plug out. Somehow, everything happened as what we expected. Can you imagine, a machine is outside the lift, but the plug of the machine is being stucked in there? isn't it kewl~ =)
The machine was being pulled up and it falls within few seconds. I could't get to avoid myself, and that's why, the whole machine drop right on my right foot! My left foot was being bang by it, and I have bluebalck on my left leg too. Overall, I have a pair of ugly leg now!!! =( [anyway, I do not have a nice pair of leg though :p]
The moment when the machine dropped on my foot, I was senseless. My whole foot was numb. I did not feel any pain. I was just staring at the wound, and the blood was flowing out slowly. My heart stop beating for few seconds, and my mind was thinking "What if I get handicapped?! What if I have to chop of my right leg?" What if and what if thought keep pooping up in my mind... that's crazy isn't it?muahaha!!!! But it was really scarry...Luckily it was just a minor bleeding.
And what I am gonna do now is just to wait for it to heal. I am not going for any doctors or whatsoever. I am gonna massage my swelling foot with the Zambuk cream :p Hopefully it' ll heal faster as I can carry on with my daily schedule.
I am walking like a tortoise now, running like a mad girl, infact, I can not run at all! I can not continue with my aerobic dance, I can't sleep properly, on top of that, I can't drive as usual!!!! Man!!!
The reason behind all these CAN'Ts are all because I have a crocked foot. I hurt my foot, and its swell, blueblack, and it's numb now. I'm trying to heal it with the Zambuk cream. I do not want to go for doctor or any treatments!!! That's painful, and it hurts!!! My mom is asking me to go for some chinese traditional massages... oh man!!!! Please don't!!! I HATE that!!!! I hate all the medicine's smell, all the disguisting colors of the medicine, all the stupid stuff!!!!
Hopefully Zambuk cream can really help me... I need your help Zambuk!!!! PLEASE help me!!!!
Things happen when I was at my aunty's old condo, so called guarding the workers to shift the furnitures. I was trying to help the workers to save a machine's wire which is almost being stucked at the lift's door. I was trying to pull the plug of the machine out of the lift, as the door of the lift was closing. I knew the whole machine will be pulled by the lift as the lift is moving up and down, and the machine will spoil perhaps, if we never try to pull the plug out. Somehow, everything happened as what we expected. Can you imagine, a machine is outside the lift, but the plug of the machine is being stucked in there? isn't it kewl~ =)
The machine was being pulled up and it falls within few seconds. I could't get to avoid myself, and that's why, the whole machine drop right on my right foot! My left foot was being bang by it, and I have bluebalck on my left leg too. Overall, I have a pair of ugly leg now!!! =( [anyway, I do not have a nice pair of leg though :p]
The moment when the machine dropped on my foot, I was senseless. My whole foot was numb. I did not feel any pain. I was just staring at the wound, and the blood was flowing out slowly. My heart stop beating for few seconds, and my mind was thinking "What if I get handicapped?! What if I have to chop of my right leg?" What if and what if thought keep pooping up in my mind... that's crazy isn't it?muahaha!!!! But it was really scarry...Luckily it was just a minor bleeding.
And what I am gonna do now is just to wait for it to heal. I am not going for any doctors or whatsoever. I am gonna massage my swelling foot with the Zambuk cream :p Hopefully it' ll heal faster as I can carry on with my daily schedule.
Saturday, October 14, 2006
Back!!!
Hey folks~ I'm back!!! (so?=p)
Alright, I've finally finished with my finals. I have no comment on how good or how bad I did, all I want is to pass for all the subjects.lolz~ [tat's everyone's wish]
Afterall, I feel realeased. Really really realeased indeed. I can now sleep, eat, wasting time wondering around without feeling guilty.hehe, ppl, wasting time wondering around is my way of making used of my leisure time.lolz~ That's useless right? hmm, that's why, I have a plan on making used of my leisure time now. I'm gonna pet fishes soon. I'm on my plan of getting 3 goldfish...keke. You guys wait for my annnouncement of my pets k?hehe.
Reasons on why I wanna pet fishes and why I wanna pet only 3 fishes...
1) For me, fishes are the best, nicest, cutest animals in this world.
2) Unlike dogs, cats etc, they are dirty, smelly, simply pee and poo poo. Besides, they will keep licking you, they will keep barking or meowing for food when they are starving, they'll even bite you and chase after you!!! I hate them!!! I hate dogs!!! They always chase after me!!! I HATE you, DOGS!!!!
3) Fishes always swimming happily in the water and I'm happy to see them swimming. I like swimming too!!!
4) Fishes are pretty!!! =)
5) Petting only 3 of them because according to Feng Shui [yes, I believe in Feng shui =p), you have to have odd numbers of pets. But I do not know about the reason, wait I check with my cousin first k?lolz~ I was thinking to get only 1 goldfish, but that's pity right? My fish is gonna live alone, and swim alone.That's life-less for the fish. That's why, I decided to get 3. wink**
6) ...
That's a lil' about my reasons of keeping fish as my pet.
Besides that, I went out with my ex-classmates( How & Jia Ee) lastnight. There were only 3 of us, and I am the only girl with two of the crazy guys. We got no idea where to go, so ended up we went Pure Bar. muahaha!!! I was kinda relunctant to go, cause I was with slipper man!!!! Anyway, this is the second time in my life lah..haha!!! If not because 2 of them never been to Pure before, I would never go with slipper!!! It was not that packed when we were there. Somehow, we couldn't get a table at first, so, we were standing at the bar section, and look around. It was fun though, as we saw quite some numbers of jokers were there too!! laugh our ass off man!!! Met Joshee's weired housemates. They are pretending to be happening, dancing like monkeys. muahaha!!! especially the so called Gozilla. Man!!! I wonder why the bouncer never chase him out.[ lame huh?lolz~] We were there for just a while, after finished our 1bucket, we left Pure.
We went Pearl Cafe and cool ourselves. Jia Ee had beer with empty tummy and that's why he felt dizzy [funny~]. He ordered a cold and a hot drink to cool himself. muahaha!!! After we chit chatting for sometimes, only he turned sober. His face was all blushed, seems like gonna burst. Scarry though...muahaha!! We hang there till around 1am+ only we left. It was a happy night though. We are now planning to go Ex-tract next trip when they are having semester break again. Kinda looking forward cause I have not been there too!!! =)
Alright, I've finally finished with my finals. I have no comment on how good or how bad I did, all I want is to pass for all the subjects.lolz~ [tat's everyone's wish]
Afterall, I feel realeased. Really really realeased indeed. I can now sleep, eat, wasting time wondering around without feeling guilty.hehe, ppl, wasting time wondering around is my way of making used of my leisure time.lolz~ That's useless right? hmm, that's why, I have a plan on making used of my leisure time now. I'm gonna pet fishes soon. I'm on my plan of getting 3 goldfish...keke. You guys wait for my annnouncement of my pets k?hehe.
Reasons on why I wanna pet fishes and why I wanna pet only 3 fishes...
1) For me, fishes are the best, nicest, cutest animals in this world.
2) Unlike dogs, cats etc, they are dirty, smelly, simply pee and poo poo. Besides, they will keep licking you, they will keep barking or meowing for food when they are starving, they'll even bite you and chase after you!!! I hate them!!! I hate dogs!!! They always chase after me!!! I HATE you, DOGS!!!!
3) Fishes always swimming happily in the water and I'm happy to see them swimming. I like swimming too!!!
4) Fishes are pretty!!! =)
5) Petting only 3 of them because according to Feng Shui [yes, I believe in Feng shui =p), you have to have odd numbers of pets. But I do not know about the reason, wait I check with my cousin first k?lolz~ I was thinking to get only 1 goldfish, but that's pity right? My fish is gonna live alone, and swim alone.That's life-less for the fish. That's why, I decided to get 3. wink**
6) ...
That's a lil' about my reasons of keeping fish as my pet.
Besides that, I went out with my ex-classmates( How & Jia Ee) lastnight. There were only 3 of us, and I am the only girl with two of the crazy guys. We got no idea where to go, so ended up we went Pure Bar. muahaha!!! I was kinda relunctant to go, cause I was with slipper man!!!! Anyway, this is the second time in my life lah..haha!!! If not because 2 of them never been to Pure before, I would never go with slipper!!! It was not that packed when we were there. Somehow, we couldn't get a table at first, so, we were standing at the bar section, and look around. It was fun though, as we saw quite some numbers of jokers were there too!! laugh our ass off man!!! Met Joshee's weired housemates. They are pretending to be happening, dancing like monkeys. muahaha!!! especially the so called Gozilla. Man!!! I wonder why the bouncer never chase him out.[ lame huh?lolz~] We were there for just a while, after finished our 1bucket, we left Pure.
We went Pearl Cafe and cool ourselves. Jia Ee had beer with empty tummy and that's why he felt dizzy [funny~]. He ordered a cold and a hot drink to cool himself. muahaha!!! After we chit chatting for sometimes, only he turned sober. His face was all blushed, seems like gonna burst. Scarry though...muahaha!! We hang there till around 1am+ only we left. It was a happy night though. We are now planning to go Ex-tract next trip when they are having semester break again. Kinda looking forward cause I have not been there too!!! =)
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