2nd Jan 2010

George and the Dragon has alwiz enlighten my weekend

thanks to my dearest and happening and never-wanna-be-lonely aunties who waited for me for the lovely brunch

weekend starts greatly till phone calls telling dad met with an accident and got 7 stitches on his forehead

=((((((((((((((((

I never want phone calls plus bad news...

I never want it

phobia increased

God, please let my papa recover soon! he had enough of it already

Papa, get well soon !!!! I miss you!!!!

new year eve 09' - new yr 10'

Time flies and it is 1st Jan 2010

What have been people up to?

What have I done for 2009?

It feels like 09' is not done yet!

i Still have my diet plan which has not ended yet,

my insufficient credit for too many things that I am going after,

and the list goes on~

a catch up and a chilling drink with bro is always the best for a bored new year eve

New year is nothing but an eating day

have been craving for jap buffet and my dream came ture

regret tho

no idea how long more it takes for me to get rid of those excess fats! daime!

New year,new mood,new resolution.

DIET! babbeh DIET!!!

Happy New year once again!!!

Issues

Sometimes
I Feel like I’m going out of 
My mind,

Boy the way you do me is a 
damn crime,

But then you smile at me
and its all right, 

With you there aint nothin' in between,

Every time that I walk out the door,
Tell myself I can't take it no more,

There’s a part of me won't let you go
Keep saying yes when my minds saying no,

Chorus:
Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.

Its so wrong, boy you leave me hangin' for so long,
You empty out my love until its all gone,
You change the words but still it's the same song,
I’m tired of the melody.

Change my number and throw out your clothes,
But my feelings for you, it still shows,
I keep building the walls round my heart,
But then I see you, and it all falls apart...

Chorus:
Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.

Why fight it, cant hide it
Truth is I think I like it,
Confusion, illusions
Still I don’t know which way to go….


Chorus: (x2)
Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.

Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.

Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues,
We got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues

Me and my heart we got issues
Don’t know whether I should hate you or miss you.

How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK!

SINGLE

Ah yeah that's right 
All you single people out there 
This is for you 

I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me 
Don't depend on a guy to validate me 
I don't need to be anyone's baby 
Is that so hard to understand? 
No I don't need another half to make me whole 

Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't 
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't 

This is my current single status 
My declaration of independence 
There's no way I'm tradin' places 
Right now a star's in the ascendant 

I'm single 
Right now 
That's how I wanna be 
I'm single 
Right now 
That's how I wanna be 

Ah yeah uh huh that's right 
Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good 
I like who I am
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would 
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cause you say I should 
Can't romance on demand 
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood 

Everything in it's right time everything in it's right place 
I know I'll settle down one day 
But 'til then I like it this way it's my way 
Eh I like it this way 

Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't 
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't 
'Till then I'm single 

This is my current single status 
My declaration of independence 
There's no way I'm tradin' places 
Right now a star's in the ascendant

p/s: this is for you you you.....and you know who you are if you are reading my complicated blog =p

Hello November!

it is beginning of another month again - November

looking back to october, i missed lotsa fun

i've missed hanging out with great ppl like what i did during Uni

i've missed my freedom eversince m in kl

i've not been me for last 3 months

November - told myself to be myself

to be the REAL Shin

to grab back my youth and my fun time!!!!!

i fuccking need my hang out time!

i fucking need my gym

looking forward for a better month

a freedom~ month 

a stressless month

a cheerful month

Hello November!

See you soon December~

goodbye~

This is a post...

a post made specialy to this uncle Johnny who left us after 3 months of crazy moments

All the best to you in your future undertakings and looking forward to see oyur new born baby!

We are gonna miss you and FREE food from you...the GIANT STICK...haha!

Looking forward t your good news too!

Take care uncle Johnny!!! 

i like doing things in my way

i like to do things that i am comfortable with

i like to have my own thinking and action

i like to have my own life, exploring people n culture, learning new things and new life

i like to do my OWN things

i do things which i think is logic n fair and hurt other other n other

i do things without considering hw much it wud hurt u

i want thing my way

i noe there is day to come whereby i ll regret on my sturborness

but lets jz leave it aside n continue my life

i realllyyy reallyyy want to treasure my life n achieve my goal

so please dont intrerrupt n control me on what i shud do

anyway that my life!!!!!

i am alwiz aware n rmb my mummy's word "alwiz protect urself"

if u have 10things that u hate abt me,pls fucking tell in front of me,dont bitch abt me or else u ll be in hell!

thats me! i want my life n i want to treasure it!

3.10.2009

Happy Mooncake Festival~

it is a torcher knowing its midautumn but can't play with lantern

city kids don't play with lanterns, even if I were to find kids to play with, they will show some kind of weird face, as if playing lantern is the weirdest things to do on earth

its ok. i will adapt to this for now

i SWEAR i ll have my own lantern and party on my own next yr

well yet another weekend.... craving for shopping but financially not allowed

..........................warehouse sales that crave me more!!!! p/s:thanks pakcik for ya msg,reminding me of the sales!!! i shall go check it out later

it is October,another month.... another 2 months and there comes 2010.... what's my resolution by then?

phewwww~

all in all, i am bored





p/s: my mind keep playing your words and your voice. i miss you. hope you do the same too.

hair crisis

i dunno how bad is everyone's worries on cutting hair but mine is always the worst case in deciding whether to cut my hair,what style and whatsoever~

my hair has finally grown to shoulder length and its time to decide if i need a hair cut or just a trim

its saturday and the best and most free day for my hair cut

but shall i cut?

I haven even make appointment and i still dunno what i need

hmmmmm......

shall i layered my hair?

shall i have fringe?

what suits me best beside concave? =///

i need help!!!

i wish

i wish i could have a chance,just one hour to sleep on my bed during a raining afternoon

i wish i could have a chance to step in shopping complex for that one second during sales

i wish i could be the one will never get sick and stay healthy always

i wish i could have an antibiotic to kill all the grems and those heavy and smelly exhaust from Metro BUS!

DAMN YOU METRO BUS!!!!

i wish i could be a bird flying in the sky

i wish the world could have more understanding human

i wish i am,i could and i will!

i wish

here you go...

As I have promised I will upload my photos as soon as I get the chance to.....

Convo falls on August

life has been challenging.....as usual tired....i need massage! Pedi! Mani!

AUGUST

The first post for August yet it might be the last post for the month too. (Provided I get internet access,or else, you would not be able to see my updates)

AUGUST has been the most memorable and most exciting month

it has been exciting and challenging yet tiring walking along this path

anyway shin is looking forward to her bright future! =p

p/s: more updates of my photos soon. as soon as i get what i wished. =p

ta-da!

new title, new chapter

if u are a frequent reader of my blog, then you will realise that the title has changed from "shinzlilworld" to "footsteps of life"

the reason is prolly because i have been transforming from a student life to a working lady and being a corporate bimbo walking in the warstreet

perhaps, shin's world is not little and naive anymore
it has got to be more exciting, challenging, complicated and cruel now
which i hate the MOST

how i miss being a Uni girl, shopping during everybody's working hour, sleeping during everybody's working hour, skip class and go for shopping, skip class cause of overslept
man! hw great wan that?????
i guess i will never have that chance again.
unless i am lucky enoughy to be one's "tai tai"
Wish me luck people =p

we love working,

we love eating

we love lepaking! 

p/s:pictures are soooo small huh?

test tube controversial

phewww~

just finished argued over a stupid issue with my aunty

wrong information + stupidity = Controversial

was looking around for test tube for my aunty..a stupid lady gave a test tube measurement to my mum= 4.2mm x 300mm

my aunt was surprised with 4.2mm diametre's test tube and ask me to see properly,but i insisted coz my mind was set with the measurement given as I myself already don't know how to convert mm to cm. (yea,I alwiz hate Math!!!! but m a B&F grad,wid suckest result. tat is the reason.fug!), and I have no idea how big is 4.2/42mm.

So, phewww~

I AM GOING TO FUGGING CHECK OUT EVERY DETAIL PEOPLE GIVE TO ME!!!!

we must be intelligent to argue with people!!!!!

fact! proof!!! baby proof!!!!

phew~

1st post for July.huh?

this is my first post after sooooo long.

time flies and i have been unemployed for almost 2 months already. it is only 2 months huh? but it seems like 2yrs for me.man!

job hunting is still going on....i need more cash for holidays!!!!!!!!

anyways, as my previous post promised, i am gonna release the answer for the place...i picnic-ed...

the under construction Sepang Goldcoast~

Golden Palm Resort's structure~ cool rite?

look! there's a hut!!no, there are two huts!!!

So,there we were. The coming up Sepang Goldcoast~

an unarranged picnic

First, we treasured the place

Second, we treasure the cooler place with cooler washrooms,

then,there we go,swallow our food!!!!

and there we were~ =)))

p/s: will blog again about the place. Meanwhile, you may guess where it is...No prize, but you will be awarded! =))

"Eventhough you BELIEVE, there is still "LIES" in between"

I totally agree with this statement 

and i can't deny i am currently stucked in between too!

how well can you actually believe in he/she?

when you are totally faithful to he/she, but does he/she worth for you to do so?

no matter how well you believe a person, there is still lies appeared in the between

it is just how faithful / sinful can you be