Back to life

After hopping through some blogs and get back to my own blog, I feel so left out and ugly and embarrassing for my own blog.

Hence, I have decided to do a quick summary for the past few months for what I have been through....Just a small tiny pictures for what I have been up to for the past few months.

Life with family,with my darling, as well as with my friends of my life are being summarized as small pixies below.

~my demanding family and darling

Its Sunday and tomorrow is gonna be a beginning of new week - MONDAY-

Hopefully tomorrow's morning gym would really help to get rid partial of my excess fats~

p/s: I miss you

2nd Jan 2010

George and the Dragon has alwiz enlighten my weekend

thanks to my dearest and happening and never-wanna-be-lonely aunties who waited for me for the lovely brunch

weekend starts greatly till phone calls telling dad met with an accident and got 7 stitches on his forehead

=((((((((((((((((

I never want phone calls plus bad news...

I never want it

phobia increased

God, please let my papa recover soon! he had enough of it already

Papa, get well soon !!!! I miss you!!!!

new year eve 09' - new yr 10'

Time flies and it is 1st Jan 2010

What have been people up to?

What have I done for 2009?

It feels like 09' is not done yet!

i Still have my diet plan which has not ended yet,

my insufficient credit for too many things that I am going after,

and the list goes on~

a catch up and a chilling drink with bro is always the best for a bored new year eve

New year is nothing but an eating day

have been craving for jap buffet and my dream came ture

regret tho

no idea how long more it takes for me to get rid of those excess fats! daime!

New year,new mood,new resolution.

DIET! babbeh DIET!!!

Happy New year once again!!!

Issues

Sometimes
I Feel like I’m going out of 
My mind,

Boy the way you do me is a 
damn crime,

But then you smile at me
and its all right, 

With you there aint nothin' in between,

Every time that I walk out the door,
Tell myself I can't take it no more,

There’s a part of me won't let you go
Keep saying yes when my minds saying no,

Chorus:
Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.

Its so wrong, boy you leave me hangin' for so long,
You empty out my love until its all gone,
You change the words but still it's the same song,
I’m tired of the melody.

Change my number and throw out your clothes,
But my feelings for you, it still shows,
I keep building the walls round my heart,
But then I see you, and it all falls apart...

Chorus:
Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.

Why fight it, cant hide it
Truth is I think I like it,
Confusion, illusions
Still I don’t know which way to go….


Chorus: (x2)
Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.

Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.

Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues,
We got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues

Me and my heart we got issues
Don’t know whether I should hate you or miss you.

How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK!

SINGLE

Ah yeah that's right 
All you single people out there 
This is for you 

I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me 
Don't depend on a guy to validate me 
I don't need to be anyone's baby 
Is that so hard to understand? 
No I don't need another half to make me whole 

Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't 
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't 

This is my current single status 
My declaration of independence 
There's no way I'm tradin' places 
Right now a star's in the ascendant 

I'm single 
Right now 
That's how I wanna be 
I'm single 
Right now 
That's how I wanna be 

Ah yeah uh huh that's right 
Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good 
I like who I am
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would 
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cause you say I should 
Can't romance on demand 
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood 

Everything in it's right time everything in it's right place 
I know I'll settle down one day 
But 'til then I like it this way it's my way 
Eh I like it this way 

Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't 
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't 
'Till then I'm single 

This is my current single status 
My declaration of independence 
There's no way I'm tradin' places 
Right now a star's in the ascendant

p/s: this is for you you you.....and you know who you are if you are reading my complicated blog =p

Hello November!

it is beginning of another month again - November

looking back to october, i missed lotsa fun

i've missed hanging out with great ppl like what i did during Uni

i've missed my freedom eversince m in kl

i've not been me for last 3 months

November - told myself to be myself

to be the REAL Shin

to grab back my youth and my fun time!!!!!

i fuccking need my hang out time!

i fucking need my gym

looking forward for a better month

a freedom~ month 

a stressless month

a cheerful month

Hello November!

See you soon December~

goodbye~

This is a post...

a post made specialy to this uncle Johnny who left us after 3 months of crazy moments

All the best to you in your future undertakings and looking forward to see oyur new born baby!

We are gonna miss you and FREE food from you...the GIANT STICK...haha!

Looking forward t your good news too!

Take care uncle Johnny!!! 

i like doing things in my way

i like to do things that i am comfortable with

i like to have my own thinking and action

i like to have my own life, exploring people n culture, learning new things and new life

i like to do my OWN things

i do things which i think is logic n fair and hurt other other n other

i do things without considering hw much it wud hurt u

i want thing my way

i noe there is day to come whereby i ll regret on my sturborness

but lets jz leave it aside n continue my life

i realllyyy reallyyy want to treasure my life n achieve my goal

so please dont intrerrupt n control me on what i shud do

anyway that my life!!!!!

i am alwiz aware n rmb my mummy's word "alwiz protect urself"

if u have 10things that u hate abt me,pls fucking tell in front of me,dont bitch abt me or else u ll be in hell!

thats me! i want my life n i want to treasure it!

3.10.2009

Happy Mooncake Festival~

it is a torcher knowing its midautumn but can't play with lantern

city kids don't play with lanterns, even if I were to find kids to play with, they will show some kind of weird face, as if playing lantern is the weirdest things to do on earth

its ok. i will adapt to this for now

i SWEAR i ll have my own lantern and party on my own next yr

well yet another weekend.... craving for shopping but financially not allowed

..........................warehouse sales that crave me more!!!! p/s:thanks pakcik for ya msg,reminding me of the sales!!! i shall go check it out later

it is October,another month.... another 2 months and there comes 2010.... what's my resolution by then?

phewwww~

all in all, i am bored





p/s: my mind keep playing your words and your voice. i miss you. hope you do the same too.

hair crisis

i dunno how bad is everyone's worries on cutting hair but mine is always the worst case in deciding whether to cut my hair,what style and whatsoever~

my hair has finally grown to shoulder length and its time to decide if i need a hair cut or just a trim

its saturday and the best and most free day for my hair cut

but shall i cut?

I haven even make appointment and i still dunno what i need

hmmmmm......

shall i layered my hair?

shall i have fringe?

what suits me best beside concave? =///

i need help!!!

i wish

i wish i could have a chance,just one hour to sleep on my bed during a raining afternoon

i wish i could have a chance to step in shopping complex for that one second during sales

i wish i could be the one will never get sick and stay healthy always

i wish i could have an antibiotic to kill all the grems and those heavy and smelly exhaust from Metro BUS!

DAMN YOU METRO BUS!!!!

i wish i could be a bird flying in the sky

i wish the world could have more understanding human

i wish i am,i could and i will!

i wish

here you go...

As I have promised I will upload my photos as soon as I get the chance to.....

Convo falls on August

life has been challenging.....as usual tired....i need massage! Pedi! Mani!

AUGUST

The first post for August yet it might be the last post for the month too. (Provided I get internet access,or else, you would not be able to see my updates)

AUGUST has been the most memorable and most exciting month

it has been exciting and challenging yet tiring walking along this path

anyway shin is looking forward to her bright future! =p

p/s: more updates of my photos soon. as soon as i get what i wished. =p

ta-da!

new title, new chapter

if u are a frequent reader of my blog, then you will realise that the title has changed from "shinzlilworld" to "footsteps of life"

the reason is prolly because i have been transforming from a student life to a working lady and being a corporate bimbo walking in the warstreet

perhaps, shin's world is not little and naive anymore
it has got to be more exciting, challenging, complicated and cruel now
which i hate the MOST

how i miss being a Uni girl, shopping during everybody's working hour, sleeping during everybody's working hour, skip class and go for shopping, skip class cause of overslept
man! hw great wan that?????
i guess i will never have that chance again.
unless i am lucky enoughy to be one's "tai tai"
Wish me luck people =p

we love working,

we love eating

we love lepaking! 

p/s:pictures are soooo small huh?

test tube controversial

phewww~

just finished argued over a stupid issue with my aunty

wrong information + stupidity = Controversial

was looking around for test tube for my aunty..a stupid lady gave a test tube measurement to my mum= 4.2mm x 300mm

my aunt was surprised with 4.2mm diametre's test tube and ask me to see properly,but i insisted coz my mind was set with the measurement given as I myself already don't know how to convert mm to cm. (yea,I alwiz hate Math!!!! but m a B&F grad,wid suckest result. tat is the reason.fug!), and I have no idea how big is 4.2/42mm.

So, phewww~

I AM GOING TO FUGGING CHECK OUT EVERY DETAIL PEOPLE GIVE TO ME!!!!

we must be intelligent to argue with people!!!!!

fact! proof!!! baby proof!!!!

phew~

1st post for July.huh?

this is my first post after sooooo long.

time flies and i have been unemployed for almost 2 months already. it is only 2 months huh? but it seems like 2yrs for me.man!

job hunting is still going on....i need more cash for holidays!!!!!!!!

anyways, as my previous post promised, i am gonna release the answer for the place...i picnic-ed...

the under construction Sepang Goldcoast~

Golden Palm Resort's structure~ cool rite?

look! there's a hut!!no, there are two huts!!!

So,there we were. The coming up Sepang Goldcoast~

an unarranged picnic

First, we treasured the place

Second, we treasure the cooler place with cooler washrooms,

then,there we go,swallow our food!!!!

and there we were~ =)))

p/s: will blog again about the place. Meanwhile, you may guess where it is...No prize, but you will be awarded! =))

"Eventhough you BELIEVE, there is still "LIES" in between"

I totally agree with this statement 

and i can't deny i am currently stucked in between too!

how well can you actually believe in he/she?

when you are totally faithful to he/she, but does he/she worth for you to do so?

no matter how well you believe a person, there is still lies appeared in the between

it is just how faithful / sinful can you be

confession of a local uni gal

may i know how many of you people actually go around the world to announce that you finally pass all your results and finally graduate the next minute you knew that you can actly graduate????

i did not know remain humble is infact being "not sincere" the other way around

wtf?

for i am just a local graduate, i know how "great" my convo would be and the standard is obviously expected,compared to foreign Uni's convo,obviously it is nothing

so it is not me being unsincere for not ajaking you people to my convo

i just dowan to embarrass you people and myself for going to such "convo"

MMU systems are alwiz sucks

you guys will never know

of course i am glad if everyone is looking forward to attend my convo

but i hope you guys are prepared with the stupid systems and all

phewwwww~ 

so,everyone on earth, SHIN can finally graduate!!!! FINALLY!!!

Welcome to my Convo, 9th August 2009 (Sunday)!!!

life after exam Part 1

if you do follow my blog,you would think that i have been kidnapped or just dissapeared out of nowhere.

sorry for the sudden dissapearance

life has been great after final exams

first, clubbing and then woke up early morning of 31st May to rush to S'pore to attend cousin's ROM, then there goes Borneo~

I guess photos do better than words

 This pwetty bride is my cousin ^^

He is my 1st "jie fu" ^^

~Sweeet couple~

Congratulations cousin!!!

It was a great experience attending own cousin sister's wedding~ hehe

today 27/05/2009,

yesterday 26/05/09 was my birthday

sad that i am another year older,

glad that i had nice dinner with great people and had nice chat

thanks COUSIN for the great dinner!

no grand celebration this year

MAIN reason being fugging finals that spoilt my birthday mood

ishhhh!

MMU just have to arrange finals every year during my birthday! 

wtf?

anyway, birthday was just another ordinary day

this year is super duper ordinary

before i end, i would like to THANKS everyone that took the innitiative to wish me on my birthday =)

a small wish like that really does matter to me,very much indeed!

THANKS to Mr.Mavaero that texted me all the way from UK!!!!! (ok,i know it is only an sms,not a call,but still he took the innitiative to text me and wished me altho he is a super duper busy astronaut)

it was the GREATEST surprise for my birthday~ hehe~

that's all for now

and can someone stop me from all the temptations??? i seriously need to stop shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! =)))

Introducing......

the "Cellular Cream Platinum Rare"

samples

It is priced at  a damn Rm4100+

let me repeat, it is RM4100+

more expensive than their gold serum. OMG!!!!

but the effect is addictive~ 

guys and gals, uncles uncles out there, go get one for ya loving+ aging mom/wives~

Siapa interested cari saye ;>

 

wassup people??? exams life is soooooo suffering and annoying and irritating

phew~

nothing much to post. my blog is soooo boring.should i change it to shin@boring.com? 

good idea huh? 

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..........................................................

you are another year OLDER!!!

Today, is the day where a guy call "pakcik tak-tau-malu" was born

a guy which height issue has always been runsing-ing him =p

the guy that has been the most helpful + generous + nice when you are in trouble (ok lar,praise you abit lar,since its our final sem together already =p) 

the guy that will alwiz share his answer in exam hall winks*

the guy that I have been busy bodying being his&his darling's lamp pose 

the guy that I lepak the most

the guy that i caci the most and gonna miss it after finals~ =p

and this guy is...errr....Lee Kim Hock..haha!!!

Happy Birthday Ah Hock gor!!!

Another year older = Increase in wrinkles on your face = Time to consider Caviar Luxe Cream for your face =p 

Sunday! you just have to be bitchily HOT HOT HOT again!!!!

bzzzzzzzzzzz............

Boringcandie.com!!!!

ntg much~

I love chicken feet =))))))

my feelings , my thoughts are mixed up for this very moment

i am hungry...

but thinking back my fyp presentation this evening, my hunger dissapeared

why do they even need a presentation for a fugging idea-less research and fugging inaccurate research?

why is there even such a subject appear in people's hectic final year?

fug the person who suggested this subject! u did sins! making so many students' life difficult! fug!

phew~ lotsa cursings here. i am sorry for my rudeness but these people really need to be cursed with thier stupid ideas

restless! phew~

i wanna become a birdy!!! flying in the sky!!!!!

 

I am the BRIGHTEST lamp pose~

being the brightest lamp pose is what i do best

singing in aircond room during this stupidly warm weather can have so much fun!

=)))))))) 

~the beloved couple~

~we all~ 

in conclusion, i hate my hair now!!!

what should i do with it??? i am bored with concave =///

p/s: Yee Seen, hope you don't mind me posting our fugly photos here. not many ppl would read my blog,no worries kie? =p

To my dearest darling,

thanks for spending your time with me to the most memorable prom

I know you are busy with work and your scouting activities,

but I know deeply, you are still doing your BEST to teman me to prom and spending your precious time with my bunch of monkey-ied frenz (you are forgiven for not bringing back your suit =p)

what i wanna tell is more than words can say

Thank you and Love you darling!

on the way to success

having the feeling of being a lil succeed is really great...

the experience is addictive...

my mom is sooo great....

hope everything would go on smoothly...

and my dream will come true one day...

i am on the way to success! yey~

Happy Birthday!!!

You are the one I love the most in my entire life,

You are the one who understand me BEST, BESTTEST than anyone else on earth,

You are the one looking at me at different angle,forgive me, everytime when I did mistakes,

You are the one who taught me to be humble+confident+caring+generous+ego at times+dignity,

You are the one who light up the road for me to treasure,

You are the one I love the most in my entire life,(again!)

HAPPY BIRHTDAY, MAMA!!! Wish you GOOD HEALTH and GOOD LUCK!!!! I love you forever and ever!!! (of course I don't say that infront of her,otherwise,she would think that I am over-stressed coz of exam.) and I will clean up my room and the bathroom soon.... blerghh

and once again,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

p/s: Thank you da-yi and cousin sis for the precious dinner.

and not forgetting my darling that is celebrating her 22nd! finally 22nd! birthday too! 

Happy Birthday Sherlin Babe~~~ Hope you have a GREAT one!!!

why people got to act selfishly?

hmmmmm..........

why people got to be so pissed all the time?

hmmmmmm.......

why human gotta have so many types of mood?

hmmmmm.....

can't there just be only one type of mood,which is happy?

hehehe

i am hungry....

good night people...

a smile is a curve that sets everything straight....

so SMILE people....

and be generous....

=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)

hello people....out of the blue, and my passion towards bags, I have finally set up my own online selling blog.

It might not have as much choices as the other online selling blogs, but those baggies are uniquely picked by me and are my favourite too! 

so folks, if you unluckily stumble upon my personal blog here, please show your support at

www.theinfinitewardrobe.blogspot.com

As we just started not so long, there are still limited choices. But I promise, there will be more stuffs coming up soon!!! 

See you there!!!

=)

are you part of EARTH HOUR yet?

folks, remember to switch of your light for 1 hour, on 28th March 2009 (Saturday), from 8.30pm to 9.30pm...

just one hour only,its not that hard rite???

so folks, remeber to become one of the billions....

details on http://www.earthhour.org.za/

thank god that no more vomitting after meal...
thanks to my kindest uncle's medicine that cure overnight...
holidays make me sleep so well and comfortably and making lotsa dreams....
dreams....
yey~

EMO

sighhhhhh....

i am superrrr tireddddd

marathon is really tiring

i have no idea how long more can i still survive with this marathon

why is calculative even occured in this marathon??? 

dear judges, cant marathon just be a single walking game???

i am exhausted, confused, lost, trapped, depressed, tired, and confused again

sighhhhhhh

can anyone talk to me now????? 

i need someone to talk to yet there is no one

i need to pour all the water into a basin yet there is no pail

why is the water pipre even leaking again when i've tried to repair it???

Came across this personality test:

Am I really???

Kind and Gentle

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

i didn't know i am that wonderful till i do this test.

peopleif u wanna see something good abt urself, try on personality test online, and see the real good about yourself,regardless how accurate it is.

woahahahahah!!!!!

it was all so goooood....

thanks to Chiow Hoon for the ticket yang paling over-bernilai!!!

he was AWESOME~ ( did not expect I would be impressed)

dia terlalu awesome~ terlalu bergaya...

i suke topi & guitar dia...

Jason Mraz, you rockzzzzzzzzz!!!!!

hey people, may i ask a question?

do you prefer to drive up to Cameron Highland or Genting Highland?

i am sure 99.999999999999% people would prefer to drive up to Genting than Cameron. rite????

and do you think Genting is "steeper" than Cameron???

is there such thing?

it sounds more like a joke of the century (regardless how good is my geographical knowledge), where people can be just so silly to tell me Genting is steeper than LONG & WINDING & STEEP Cameron!!!!

SILLYSILLYSILLYSILLYSILLYSILLYSILLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

alex said i look like makcik- jual- ayam with this baju and i tink his mouth is like chicken backside

muahahahahah!!! =p

caffaine keeps me awake till 4.25am. 

I am feeling so de energetic,can even go for a morning walk.

who wanna join me???

daime.

Life as student can be so exciting and so bored.

We choose to skip class to bum on our bed.

We choose to go party when we are stressed.

We choose to lalala when we are overstressed.

can it last forever?

please... =/

it's not that hiding is the best way to escape,

its just a way to get rid of disagreement.

it's not that having lots of secret to oneself is the most enjoyable thing on earth,

its just a way to get rid of more misunderstandings and arguments.

it's not what people speak,is what people think,

hypocrite is everywhere on this cruel planet.

I am so de hungry! - this is REAL

Chiaoz!

so, it is...

Anger: Right pronunciation- ANG-GER; not A-NGER

and it is,

Robot: Right pronunciation- RO-BOT; not RO-BERT!!!!

my English sucks!!!! and it is getting even suck-er!!!

Fug!

untitled

i wanted to blog, but i hvae no idea what to blog about.

the weather is driving people crazy and i guess percentage of people getting skin cancer is increasing.

i wish there is such thing as "suncoat" instead of raincoat.

suncoat which fitted with air-conditioned in it. that sounds so kewl~

anywayz, that was just my imagination....

 

Happy Belated V'day !!!!

a bouquet of flower, a great dinner, some alcohol, some great people, some great messages from someone special make a great V'day.

Happy Belated V'day!!!!

p/s: to both of you, I am glad to see what you both are today. a lil proud of success in me. God is fair somehow the world is unfair. may you your realtionship be blessed. cheers~

silly

since when am I gonna learn not to be silly again????

it was so embarrassing!!!!

think of it and I feel like hiding my face in a deep hole...

shyte!!!

what on earth happened to my brain?

GOSH!!!!

I hope he doesn't tell others as he was the one who saw

=/=/=/=/=/=/=/=/=/=/=/=/=/=/=/=/=/=/=/

Life's like that

Life's like that.

When there is cheap stuff, people would be craving for it.

It is just like how we craved for 50% McD.

See! Both the guys the the picture (Lionel and mervyn), are so excited over the 50% burgers..... hahahahahaha!!!!

Valentine's day

Is it Valentine’s or Valentines’ or Valentine day?
Anyway, I still think Valentine ’s Day is the correct one. LOL

Valentine’s promotion is ON again. So far, I could see most of the guys are planning and planning and planning on where to bring the girlfriend for dinner and what to buy for their sweetheart. Yea, I mixed most with guys than girls. Go ahead and tell how desperate I am. I don’t fucking care.

My Valentine’s day is still beyond my planning…
Wondering how would it be? Am I gonna receive something sweet? Something lame? Something….nothing at all!!! 
I am dreaming and I love dreaming. I know!

Anyway, recession is haunting us. as for my opinion, we should save as much as we could for valentine’s pressie. Haha!!! Lame lame…I am a lamer…
the best is you can cook for your girl/boyfriend and have the most romantic candle light dinner. That would be the most expensive way of celebrating Valentine’s day. 
Anyways,

                                   Happy Valentine’s day in ADVANCE!!!

Terrible Melaka's Sushi King

After 2 hours surviving in strategic management class, I can't stand craving for Sushi!!!

Thus, I went for "typical Malaysian sushi"- Sushi King for lunch. Sedih to say, its hard to get awesome Japanese food in Melaka. =/

Lionel merajuk never go for class, Mervyn not taking that subject, and that's why I went for lunchy alone today. Isshhh!!!

For centuries, I haven had lunch outside ALONE!!! GOSH!

So, as I walked into Sushi King, I felt awkward and retarded. Its alrite! When I see Sushi, I forget about everything and anything on earth.

So, I had a sucky Bento and some sushi alone. ehek! 

I swallowed whatever being served and I found out something as I was enjoying my food....It cuts off my appetite though. There was this allocated near the sushi belt...

Check it out! It is ANTIMOS!!!! Some chemical to get rid of cockroaches on the dining table!!!!!Can you ever imagine that??? Do they know how unhealthy it is towards our body??? What the fuck ryte???

I would not be there ever again!!!! 

To the management of Sushi King in Jaya Jusco Melaka! You better do something!!!!

Anyhow, the lunchy was filling enough to keep me full.

I hate my bitchy braces yet again! It is so bitchy that I can't eat fried "nian gao"! Fuck! It was so fucking tempting that I peeled a small pieces of it to just swallow. ah! SATISFACTION!!!!

I am still craving for it! "nian gao"!!!

Gardening

It was raining and I could not get my gardening job done.

No pictures being proved here. LOL

I don't know why, I hardly take pictures recently...

Probably because of my braces...

hmmppp.......

Gardening is FUN!!!

Confession of a braces girl

Ever since I got my braces, I can't talk and laugh as loud as I used to do it (Silly thing!).

At times, I do forget about the existence of my braces and I tend to laugh and speak out loud which cause my saliva splashing out from my mouth and it is fucking disgusting.

I am sorry and really sorry if it happened in front of you. I am really embarrassed by that. I fucking hate it!

So, to avoid my saliva from splashing or pouring all over, I am trying not to laugh out loud or give a big laugh and not to speak so loud as I used to be. Hope you guys won't quote me as "poser" for not laughing and speaking out loud as I used to be.

And if you happen to tell me jokes and some issues that we really need to bitch about, and there is no over-exaggerated expression from me, please don't blame me as I know it is kinda potong stim.

What to do?

Fuck you braces!

Being tagged by Sherlin~

This is how you do it:

Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. 

1. If you could spend one Ringgit in 5 minutes, what would you spend on?
~ I'll spend on  drinks.

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
~Sleeping.

3. What kind of news do you read?
~whatever news that impressed me.

4. What would u do if u were to die tomorrow?
~ Eat as much as I could and spend on branded stuff as much as I could.

5. Is there someone in your heart right now?
~Yes.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
~Nope!

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
~Family and money.

8. What do you feel like doing right now?
~Shopping.

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
~Nope.

10. List 5 things that u like in a guy/girl.
~Down to earth, Gentleman, Matured,  Thoughful, Hardworking.

11. What are the requirements that you not wish from your other half?
~Opposite of answer No.10

12. What do you think is your purpose in life?
~Appreciate

13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?
~NOPE

14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
~Pastas

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
~Rich. I ll be happy when I am rich =p

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
~To- not-cry-easily

17. What is your bed sheet's color?
~PINK+GREY+WHITE+YELLOW

18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why?
~None

19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
~being over-understanding?

20. State your ideal wish?
~ Being rich and famous.

Tagged:

Sherlin

Marianne

Hok

Chiow Hoon

Jo

Maverick

June

YOU! =p (to whoever that is reading my blog. tankqiu!)

Today is 14-1-2009, and I would like to wish.....

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY GORGOR!!!!!!
You are another year OLDER!!!!!!

Sneak peak about him:

The picture is not clear as I steal it from Facebook.

He is my dearest cousin brother aka my elder bro.

He is still SINGLE & AVAILABLE.

He is currently living and working his ass off in The States.

He may not be good looking to you, but he can be super nice to his loved ones! Muahahaha!!!

Anyways, Hope you have a great one gorgor!!!!
Missing you heaps!!!!
XOXO

BORED!!!!!!!!

I AM BOREDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM SUPER DUPER BOREDDDDD!!!!!!!!

Random

It is hard to keep a secret.

I have never been this good to keep this to myself for these long.

I guess there is a super power within myself that keep me shut up for these loong....

I have no idea is it a good one or a bad one.

I could barely imagine what is gonna happen after half a year.

Hope they are happy always.

31/12/2008

Today will be the end of 2008. 

Many thoughts that will be popped in our mind... What's gonna be in year 2009?

whether it is a bad one or a good one?

In terms of economy, how is it gonna be?

Hows investors' overnight purchasing power?- The main reason to avoid / cause recession.

Anyway, hope its all good and hope there is miracle for the economy to recover overnight.

By the way, what are you guys gonna do tonight?

Partner in crime just called me up to go countdown tonight, but...

I AM SORRY!!! I gotta go up to kl.... and hopefully will be able to get my haircut and do some shopping...

Last but not least,

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 everybodeyyy!!!!

BEST of LUCK in 2009!!!!!!

I HATE this part!!!!

We're driving slow through the snow on 5th Avenue 
And right now radio's all that we can hear 
Now we ain't talk since we left, it's so over due 
It's cold outside but between us it's worse in here 

The world slows down 
But my heart beats fast right now 
I know this is the part 
Where the end starts 

I can't take it any longer 
Thought that we were stronger 
All we do is linger 
Slipping through our fingers 
I don't wanna try now 
All that's left's goodbye to 
Find a way that I can tell you 
I hate this part right here 
I hate this part right here 
I just can't take your tears 
I hate this part right here 

Everyday, 7 takes of the same old scene 
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine 
Gotta talk to you now 'fore we go to sleep 
But will we sleep once I tell you what's hurting me

The world slows down 
But my heart beats fast right now 
I know this is the part 
Where the end starts 

I can't take it any longer 
Thought that we were stronger 
All we do is linger 
Slipping through our fingers 
I don't wanna try now 
All that's left's goodbye to 
Find a way that I can tell you 
I hate this part right here 
I hate this part right here 
I just can't take your tears 
I hate this part right here 

I know you'll ask me to hold on 
And carry on like nothing's wrong 
But there is no more time for lies 
'Cause I see sunset in your eyes 

I can't take it any longer 
Thought that we were stronger 
All we do is linger 
Slipping through our fingers 
I don't wanna try now 
All that's left's goodbye to 
Find a way that I can tell you 

That I gotta do it, 
I gotta do it, 
I gotta do it 
I hate this part 
I gotta do it, 
I gotta do it, 
I gotta do it 

I hate this part right here 
I hate this part right here 
I just can't take these tears 
I hate this part right here  

Tiring day...

I am tired to write for a second time for this post...

My first draft was dissappeared outta nowhere because of the idiot internet connection...

Well, I am just..tired...Have been housemaid for the whole day one half day,started from last night...

but when it comes to dreaming about santa clause invading my house through the chimney(if there is one) to place my X'mas pressie by my bedside while I am well-asleep during X'mas eve night, that would make me leaving behind all the stressful stuffand being excited, singing X'mas songs....

Wohoooo!!! How nice if that could be real!!!!!

It's a sunny day and I could feel there's something in my head is gonna explode and cause my headache again...

Well, while speeding for exam this morning, my mind was not thinking which question might be out for exam, but was paying attention to Mix FM's breakfast show. Morning crew (SerenaC&Pietro) were discussing about topic on " How do females feel when their bf/husband has many close female friends?"...... hmmm... a very interesting topic huh?

First of all, I am disagree with what Serena said,"...because of jealousy, lotsa female disagree with him having many close female friends..."

The first caller was a lady, a divorced lady... divorced because her husband is having an affair, as a result of having many close female friends.

The second caller, a lady too. What she said was to trust and be faithful to your another half...

This somehow sound stupid and nonsense to me. ( Yes, I am typical. So?) I meant, how nice can you be? how faithful can you be? and if you are faithful, will he be faithful to you? and how long can you really do that? All and all, I will never believe things as "close female friends".

Sometimes, it is not that we(girl) do not trust him, but you will never know what the so called "close female friend" will do to make him like her.


I will never trust this kinda bullshit, as well as what so called "god-sister".
Well, if the god does not want to give you sister, means you do not need a sister. Or if the god gives you only one,or two or three...sisters, thats all your sister are.
You do not need a "god-sister" to fulfill your life. [ NO OFFENCE!!! ITS JUST MY OPINION]

Girls are more bitchy-er nowadays. (yea, I am saying it as a girl, but no offence)

Now, we can easily see an old uncle holding a young lady's hand shopping or having dinner together....(they look just so disgusting)
From what I've seen, some even go to the hotel and ehem....
Hey people, I see through my own eyes! They are so disgusting!!!

See, that is what guys did to you when you are faithful.
So, what are we suppose to do?
Well guys! Please stop having so many close female friends/god knows what god-sister!!!

once upon a time in 15/12/2008...

It is a late post. Sorray...

Once upon a time on 15/12/2008, it is an ever first anniversary of this two creatures on earth....

It was our anniversary...

Nothing much we did due to my fugging assignments and exams.

but we had a great dinner.

Dinner was at here...

Just so happened that the restaurant was having their anniversary too!!!

Happy Anniversary Olio!!!

Thank you darling for the dinner!!!

p/s: I Love You!

I am yet again...hungry and starving in the middle of the night...

Thinking of all the delicious food, making me even hungry...shyte!

Life has been good and it's a pretty hectic semester...

promises remain as promises...

Everything is going on smoothly...

We are being patient enough to overcome everything...

and again,

"patient is virtue"

The world is so grey out there.

I couldn't see where I am.

As if it is the last day on earth for me.

How I wish it could be true!

-------------------------------------------------------

Isn't it supposed to be "forgive and forget"?

Isn't it supposed to be understanding each others' need?

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What do you do when you are upset?

or,

How do you overcome your upset-ness?

Can anyone please tell me?

I am suffocating, suffocated by EGO, STURBONNESS!

Is sleeping the right way to overcome all these? - As I always sleep to escape from reality.

Is that the right way? Is that?!

I am going to sleep now, just to comfort myself.

The feeling is so shitty!!!

Arrgghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friends have been complaining that I blog emotionally,
and I have to admit that.
Well, I have insufficient reason for that, but...just...
just feel like blogging when I am down.
This might be me, lossing trust to this "artificially" world, nobody tends to listen to your problems from the bottom of their heart.
AND it might be me, that is psycho and emo enough to always blog emotionally.
Somehow, when you speaking out your problem, it might be dramatic to them. So....
Let's communicate with blogspot.
It helps to reduce stress though.
wakakakakakaka
=p

I don't know what am I crapping about...shyte!!!

What else is gonna die after my printer got cacat-ed?
First, my handphone is out of order, can't switch it on, send to handphone shop and need to be repaired, and the repair fee is about RM100+. mahai!
So I decided to keep it and use mom's antique phone.
My desktop is emo. Sometimes working properly, sometimes not. Sometimes can't even switch it on.
My pendrive is being too friendly and got virus, spreading to my desktop, currently, my desktop is full with virus. Thank god that it is still working!
Apparently, my printer's roller is not fuctioning properly. The roller merajuk and refuse to load paper. I got printing difficulties now.
What a disaster! wtf?

Life can be really miserable huh?
Human feelings and thinking can be as miserable as nowadays life huh?
People can even faking friendship huh?
He knew about his bad habit (real bad indeed) and he still can treat him as his friend huh?
He always do the same bad habit, and he can still faking it huh? He can still pretend there is nothing happen huh?
They both can still stick with each other everyday huh?
Is he the one psycho or is he the one nice enough to forgive his mistakes?
If he is nice enough to forgive his mistakes, why is he still complaining?
Is this how he defines friendship?
Is every human thinking that way?
Is this what we call faking friendship? A faker?
Can I trust him?
Does he do backstabbing?
Well... Well... Well...
LIFE!

I have been thinking stuff that I am not supposed to think.
and yea, above sounds crappy,but they are what I was thinking during my class today.

=.="

Greetings

Well, how important is greeting to you?
like... saying "Hi!" to people whenever you bump into someone in the street or whenever you tax a msg to your friend?
This issue has been appearing in my mind lately, and I wonder how rude some people can be when they bump into you or tax you a msg or even an MSN msg, without even bother to greet you. You would get just so annoyed by those un-geetings msgs ok??
Is that hard to even say or type a fucking "Hi! How are you?" or just "Hi!" It does not take you to hell to do it k?
I would not categorized myself as one of your "friendly/generous/nice" friend,but....hey! I do greet everyone,even a small kids whenever I go ok?
Somehow, I always have this saying- " greeting is the manner that sets everything straight!"
So people, please learn your manner and learn to greet!!!

It was my second dental appointment to take off my second tooth.
It was an awful one.
My appointment was at 9am, and my Dr. Handsome was not in yet.
So there ccame this Dr. Farah, who looks nervous than me to take off my tooth. wtf?
How can a doctor be more nervous than the patient?
I didn't want to explain the painful and hurtful and heart broken process.
All and all, I HATE extracting tooth!!!!

Happy Halloween everybody!!!
I am sure that everybody is dressing up to kill the party tonight.
Well, for me, I will just stay at home and doing nothing.
Lifeless ryte? Yea, and I am as lifeless as that.

I am still feeling the pain after 24hours.
The first time ever dental check up is to get my tooth extracted by biusing me with two injections on my gum. Can you imagine that?
My first time ever extracting tooth by dentist. (I meant my teeth do drop but they always drop themselves w/out me going to dentist since I was young.)
Thank god that the young-good-looking dentist is nice and patient enough to jab for me slowly. Thank you Doctor Handsome. I didnt get his name, so be it Dr.Handsome. LOL

I will never forget the bleeding and the struggles.
The feeling of chewing food by using left side of my mouth is never gonna be a good expereince to me.
I'll never get to enjoy chucking big amount of food and chewing it slowly in mouth from now on.
Somehow, it never stops me from my satay celup last night. I was trying hard to eat as much as I could though the dentist advice is "not to eat hot/warm stuff for the whole day". blergh!
Downing cooling slurpee after meal is a great thing and that's the only thing I like about extracting teeth, with the reason, to stop bleeding.
Well, next Thursday is my second appointment to get off my second tooth. wtf?

Ok. It is 4.00 in the afternoon and I had just finished eating one Tosai and two "indian rice cakes" with delicious mutton curry. I love muttons!!! Yummy mutton!!! I have been eating it like a mad girls. As Deepavali passes, the amount of pimples on my face is increasing. sigh.... I hate myself for being such a big eater! man! My diet plan has been postponed again...

Ain't they look just disgusting? I guess the amount of mutton I ate equals to 3 of them.

Bubbye!

While browsing through some old pictures, I found some memories and I found this...

jeng!!! jeng!!! jeng!!!

Our ever seductive post!

So, are you seduced now?

Me & Marianne! woot!

Well Mary, here's some words for you,

We may not understand each other that well, and we may not know each other for more than a decade or so, but I have the feelings like I knew you in my previous life...

I miss you! =p

* So are you touched now? LOLZ~

p/s: To everybody, except me =p, don't ever call her Mary! She is allergic with the word Mary. call her name, she is Mariannelyn. Thanks. =p

Dinner was awesome.
And again I am dumping everything to my tummy...
The pastas, the Sashimi, the muttons.....OMG!!!
I can't believe I am missing all of them again...
Thanks to aunty for the awesome buffet...

The Lemon Garden Cafe

By the way, how are you my friends?

I am doing fine. lolz~
Hope you guys are enjoying ya holidays!

Take care~

19.10.2008

19/10/1984 is the day he was born.

and today, 19/10/2008 is his birthday.

He is my Dearest Darling.

I would like to wish him a Happy Birthday before the clock give a tick to 12am.

Darling, All the BEST to you in ya creer and may you be blessed with good luck!

Love you darling! XOXO

It's late at night and I dont feel like sleeping...

Probably its because of the long nap this non...

I love sleeping....

and lazing on my bed...

and staring at the ceiling doing nothing...

haha!

I am into mix fruit juice lately...

bittergoat+apple+orange+tomato+PinkJambuAir+carrot...

and they mixed up an awesome juice!

M gonna mix kiwi soon...

yummy~

ok, m still sweating at 1am..

the weather is crazy and migraine is killing me! =/

The rythm of the tone keep playing in my mind....

The sound of music keep playing in mind....

I miss you....quite terribly....

Sudoku

I am currently into Sudoku. [ ok, I am not influence by you, he or she k? muahaha! just assume lah k?]

I have been wanting to get a Sudoku book to practice my Sudoku technic, and I finally got one.
hahaha!
Let us practice together alrite?
=p

Yeh! Yeh! Sudoku!
Yeh! Yeh! Sudoku!

Is the process that scarry?

I am telling myself I am not regretting.

I shall stop thinking and just go with the flow.

The earring story

Once upon a time, we went to darryl's 21st b'day party...

Marianne was so excited to see me (ehem* clearing throat*) till we keep hitting each other.
Accidentally, I broke her huge earrings and she insisted me to borrow her my pair of earring. hahaha!
So, with her forcing me,we went downstairs to my car and get my pair of earrings.
We keep hitting n playing ard like 3yrs old kids.Okie,we are immatured,WE know.

After alcohol,everybody got tipsy.
Till the end of the party,she took off the earrings n place into her.

Out of nowhere, she lost one side of it.

I was very steady n calm when she told me she could not find one side of the earring (with my heart praying the earring will still appear) Hahaha!
After dropping her, I called up Eric, who stayed back with Jiva to teman the b'day boy at the apartment. Thank god he picked up my call and promised to do me a favour.

I waited for the whole day for his reply,but he did not,till I saw him online and asked him,and he said yes he found it!
I was hopping and jumping around once he told me!hahaha

Ok,since he found it for me, Marianne n I promised to give him a treat. (asking him not to tell Jiva n Darryl,so that lesser people wud not cost us that much for dinner.kekeke!), who knows, he replied :"Jiva n darryl helped to find also. We found it in the trash bin and Darryl was holding the trash plastic bag, I was looking the earring from the trash, n once I found it, I threw to Jiva, and Jiva washed, so, ya'll have to treat 3 of us dinner"....

Apparently, Marianne and I gonna belanja them dinner at bak kut teh.
and we are still scheduling our dinner. hmmmppppp..... -.-''

Weight issue is totally a nightmare to every girls. (sorry,not all the gals)

With extra lipo and the unhealthy flabby part coated with cellulite, we look just so disguisting...

Weight issue seems haunting every gals nowadays....somehow there are still naive people who prefer to stay unhealthy and looking disguisting...

Such as this,

post secara bersemangat nak jadi victoria secret's model.

and this,

Beauty of the woods man!

Dont they (xtra fats) just look sooo disguisting? man!

**fainted**

P/S: Read with no offence.

Well, one more minister is gonna resign again..

What happened to Malaysia and the world today?

After reading Star paper and Malaysiatoday, I feel like jumping into a deep blue sea and swimming freely and happily in the water....

Politics nowadays are getting cruel cruel and more cruel...
our country may be destroyed anytime soon...
and where are we gonna escape?

At least if we are living in the sea, the most scarry part is the shark.
Somehow, we can still escape from the shark by hiding in the corals...
or we can just pretend that we are dead till the shark left and we can breath again..
See! We can live just simple and naive life in deep blue sea....Unlike living and surviving in this cruel corporate world,alway packed with politics...

Oouh yea!!! But if we were to live in the sea, there would be lack-of -Oxygen crisis!
Oh! that's bad!
hmmm.....

ok, enough crapz.
Bubbye!

Weekend

In fact, I wanted to post about Hurricane that's attacking Houston, and currently Texas.But I don't know much about it.haha! Anyway, I hope my dearest cousin is doing fine there. Hope he can get back to his work soon.

My weekend has nothing interesting happened.
Doing the same old shit.

Found out something interesting...
hmmmm.....

Be right back!

Ouh yea, my slimming plan has failed partially.LOL~
I just KENOT RESIST delicious food!!!

Anyway,

~HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!!!~

4th September

4th September

-Mourning-

We Miss you, Qiu! ( Qiu= uncle in Hakka)

So many days yet I am back again...

I am back with mission...

hahahahahahaha!!!

Mission of slimming down within 2 weeks time!

Thats a fucking short period of time for me!
man!

I have decided to go for excercises and take my miracle slimming tea off and on. (yes! I am a bitch who needs slimming tea to slim down.)

So, I am gonna start my slimming plan today onwards.

Ta-ta~

Half of me&you

I hope to see you guys again this weekend!!!
I don't wanna go up to KL!!!!
I wanna go party with you all!!!

Shin's brain isn't working properly...
So,she isn't thinking straight...
And she got fucking EMO for no reason.... (for a reason...)

And she isn't alrite...
She is fucking dangerous....
damn fucking dangerous...
Because, she might explode anytime....
BEWARE!!!

"Ta-Da"!!! The horrible me !!! man!!!

I have MONDAY syndrome...
I have this syndrome ever since my intern started...
I dunno why,I just can't get myself off the bed every MONDAY morning!
and I m like a zombie in the office every MONDAY!
DAMN YOU MONDAY!

Goodbye my love...
Goodbye my friend...
You've been the one...
You've been the one for me...

Thanks for being there to keep my time occupied,especially in the morning...
Thanks for being there as an object for me to day dream, for whatitslike having a princess-like life...

I've been trying to hold back, but, I couldnt...
I've been trying to forget about the trouble WE treasured, but I couldnt...
I've been trying to be more patient, but I couldnt...
I know both of us are sad, or rather depressed for the last-goodbye...
I hate that feeling and I know you do too...

Now that I have a new target in life, I would like to let go all our memories and move on....
Good-bye my lovelyyetunglynotsonicesoulderlengthhair....
I miss you...
I ll see you again maybe after another half a year?
Yes,lets make it half a year from now....
See you! bubbye!

This is Lionel in the picture

This post is not a post particularly for his b'day or whatsoever...
It is a post for me to say sorry to him for ruining this weekend plan.
He is so damn tight panties now. Sorry ler pakcik, we party next round? Next weekend?
ok,I know I am silly...but all I wanna say is....

sorrysorrysorrysorrysorry pakcik!



p/s:Ignore me in this picture as I look like a dumbass.I am suck at editing picture.sorry.