a 2nd last post for the year wouldn't be too much,would it?
everything is confirmed now and preparation is needed now.
i hope everything will go smoothly as it is
planning,surveying, and more and more planning....
yey~ looking forward to a brand new 2011!!!
Thursday, December 30, 2010
mixed feelings
a lil bit of joy
a lil bit of lost
a lil bit of inferior
a lil bit of fear
a lil bit of pride
a lil bit mental disorder
LIFE
a lil bit of lost
a lil bit of inferior
a lil bit of fear
a lil bit of pride
a lil bit mental disorder
LIFE
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Merry X'mas 2010
sorry for the belated post. Merry X'mas 2010 to everyone.
it has been a memorable xmas to me and darling
although it was not a surprise and no special preparation / occasion, and I really wanna say, not even a bouquet of flower, and I said "I do" to him...thinking back,it sounds funny and a dumb of me to say "Yes"...but afterall, I guess he knew that I hate surprise (hope it is so), hence he did it this way...not much of a surprise that touched me but is his innitiative of making the effort to propose in a proper-er way..,i guess
ta-da!!! here it is...the blink blink ones~
our promises. he said he will not break his promises
it has been a memorable xmas to me and darling
although it was not a surprise and no special preparation / occasion, and I really wanna say, not even a bouquet of flower, and I said "I do" to him...thinking back,it sounds funny and a dumb of me to say "Yes"...but afterall, I guess he knew that I hate surprise (hope it is so), hence he did it this way...not much of a surprise that touched me but is his innitiative of making the effort to propose in a proper-er way..,i guess
ta-da!!! here it is...the blink blink ones~
our promises. he said he will not break his promises
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Happy Winter Solstice
Happy Winter Solstice to everybody~
Having said that, we are all 1 year wiser...not older, NO! but wiser.... =)
To me, it marks a beginning of a new year... what I did was I wore a new top to work today
To me,eating an empty filling dumpling is just like being committed to an empty promise. Therefore, I never like/fancy empty filling dumplings. somehow, I still force myself to swallow 8 biji of dumplings. yea, I did not take up to 26biji. (as in chinese calender, I am 26 in yr 2011)
Looking back to 2009, it was dramatic and lotsa "wonderful" stuff happened that I do not even want to think back.
In 2010, everything is smooth, its just that its not up to par yet.
In 2011, I told myself, I must be there. and I hope you too.
crapz.....on top are just my sudden feeling at this lonely night...
good night
Having said that, we are all 1 year wiser...not older, NO! but wiser.... =)
To me, it marks a beginning of a new year... what I did was I wore a new top to work today
To me,eating an empty filling dumpling is just like being committed to an empty promise. Therefore, I never like/fancy empty filling dumplings. somehow, I still force myself to swallow 8 biji of dumplings. yea, I did not take up to 26biji. (as in chinese calender, I am 26 in yr 2011)
Looking back to 2009, it was dramatic and lotsa "wonderful" stuff happened that I do not even want to think back.
In 2010, everything is smooth, its just that its not up to par yet.
In 2011, I told myself, I must be there. and I hope you too.
crapz.....on top are just my sudden feeling at this lonely night...
good night
Thursday, December 16, 2010
is the thought that counts
for whatever we do, and whatever we say, it is not as important as a true heart feeling
if you are not speaking and behaving as what you think, you are not consider as sincere
all in all, is the thought that counts.
a thoughtful person does not need to proof himself by words / action.
if you are not speaking and behaving as what you think, you are not consider as sincere
all in all, is the thought that counts.
a thoughtful person does not need to proof himself by words / action.
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Monday, December 13, 2010
exhausted
Monday will always have a syndrome in the office - Monday Blue
exhausted and tired.
Confused
Lost
Life
exhausted and tired.
Confused
Lost
Life
Saturday, December 11, 2010
how time flies...
Our daily busy errants get us involved and flooded till we don't even realize that we are actually aging...from day to day...
The moment I got to know my lil cousin got period, I was not shocked, but sad. Cause I am old and its time for this lil gal to face the cruel world, its time to learn the way to protect herself. She is always a lil gal to me and my lil sister whom I love, because I do not have a lil sister. I wish I really have a sister, at least someone whom I can chat with when I am down, as well as when I am in joy. No doubt a younger brother is not bad, but guy will never understand how a gal feels.
She is the lil gal I took care the day when she was born, singing lullabye to put her to sleep, telling story and reading story book to her, singing rythme to entertain her, is actually a grown up now.
Looking back at her, reminds me how was the first time I got period too. It was when I was in standard 6 that I got my period first. I still remember what mom told me..." You are a big girl now, must behave and know what to do. Must help up with housework (never fail to remind me to do housework.faint*). Don't behave 38 so much, will let ppl laugh at you. Must be matured already. Don't always fight with brother already" that's my mom....never fail to worry about me, till now. I guess everyone's mom does.
Lucky thing that my aunty get maid to clean up the house today and that I can be quite resting and relax during this cloudy Saturday...
My darling still continuing treasuring China and I guess he is really enjoying himself and I am glad that he did. and just so you know darling...I miss you very badly..I don't know if you do the same, but I do.... Can't wait to see you
The moment I got to know my lil cousin got period, I was not shocked, but sad. Cause I am old and its time for this lil gal to face the cruel world, its time to learn the way to protect herself. She is always a lil gal to me and my lil sister whom I love, because I do not have a lil sister. I wish I really have a sister, at least someone whom I can chat with when I am down, as well as when I am in joy. No doubt a younger brother is not bad, but guy will never understand how a gal feels.
She is the lil gal I took care the day when she was born, singing lullabye to put her to sleep, telling story and reading story book to her, singing rythme to entertain her, is actually a grown up now.
Looking back at her, reminds me how was the first time I got period too. It was when I was in standard 6 that I got my period first. I still remember what mom told me..." You are a big girl now, must behave and know what to do. Must help up with housework (never fail to remind me to do housework.faint*). Don't behave 38 so much, will let ppl laugh at you. Must be matured already. Don't always fight with brother already" that's my mom....never fail to worry about me, till now. I guess everyone's mom does.
Lucky thing that my aunty get maid to clean up the house today and that I can be quite resting and relax during this cloudy Saturday...
My darling still continuing treasuring China and I guess he is really enjoying himself and I am glad that he did. and just so you know darling...I miss you very badly..I don't know if you do the same, but I do.... Can't wait to see you
-The Climb-
I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreaming, but
There's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm takin'
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction,
My faith is shakin'
But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down, but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it, but
These are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most
I've just gotta keep goin', and
I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on, but
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb
Keep on movin'
Keep climbin'
Keep faith baby
It's all about, it's all about
The climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, woah
That dream I'm dreaming, but
There's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm takin'
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction,
My faith is shakin'
But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down, but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it, but
These are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most
I've just gotta keep goin', and
I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on, but
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb
Keep on movin'
Keep climbin'
Keep faith baby
It's all about, it's all about
The climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, woah
Wednesday, December 08, 2010
The truth hurt
At this very moment that you just have to let her know what you did
What did she do to deserve all such treatment from you?
She has been good to you and this is what you did to hurt her?
She has been honest, loyal and caring, and this is what she has to get in the end of the day?
Why did you even want to do such sinful stuff to ruin your almost wonderful life with her?
don't you know you are almost reaching the wonderful moment of your life with her?
does it worth all and in the end of the day, you are actually being sinful?
does the truth really that hurt?
do you know that she is hurt terribly and her whole body is shivering now?
the truth hurts. yes. it is.
but do you put her as your priority in life?
she has not been complaining, she has been learning to be tough to face the world, she has been independent w/out you being beside her most of the time, she has been committed to you, she has been putting you as first priority in her life, and this should be what she get in the end of the day?
do you know what am I saying? I am telling you on behalf of her that she is HURT
she is truly and deeply HURT
she told me that she hope it was a nightmare,but no! the next day she woke up,she still have to face the world and knowing that she still deeply love you! She is really lost! she deeply love him and deeply hurt by him at the same time. what should she do?
I really hope I could help her on this.
I am sure that she will definitely be fine. She will definitely win this war.
She even told me it was a war and she has been tough to take up this war.
haiz...Life's like that?
What did she do to deserve all such treatment from you?
She has been good to you and this is what you did to hurt her?
She has been honest, loyal and caring, and this is what she has to get in the end of the day?
Why did you even want to do such sinful stuff to ruin your almost wonderful life with her?
don't you know you are almost reaching the wonderful moment of your life with her?
does it worth all and in the end of the day, you are actually being sinful?
does the truth really that hurt?
do you know that she is hurt terribly and her whole body is shivering now?
the truth hurts. yes. it is.
but do you put her as your priority in life?
she has not been complaining, she has been learning to be tough to face the world, she has been independent w/out you being beside her most of the time, she has been committed to you, she has been putting you as first priority in her life, and this should be what she get in the end of the day?
do you know what am I saying? I am telling you on behalf of her that she is HURT
she is truly and deeply HURT
she told me that she hope it was a nightmare,but no! the next day she woke up,she still have to face the world and knowing that she still deeply love you! She is really lost! she deeply love him and deeply hurt by him at the same time. what should she do?
I really hope I could help her on this.
I am sure that she will definitely be fine. She will definitely win this war.
She even told me it was a war and she has been tough to take up this war.
haiz...Life's like that?
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